`farhanah(:

2009-11-29T03:09:00.000-08:00

heyyys;D
a lot alot ALOT of things had just ended.
like prom nite for example.
it was a FABULOUS nite;D
we had a lot of fun actually.
but, the exciting part is actually the preparation part.
like wadever you do in life, its not the event or the accomplishment that matters,
its the process reaching that point, like what the song THE CLIMB means.
yeahh, its true.
but wad the hell, its over !
i dno whether to be sad or happy but its over !

yepp, next is hari raya haji:D
its also over !
but i didnt spend it quite well.
i jus end up sitting at home.
maybe bcos my fam having sum tiny problems here and there.
well, not my fam actually, its my relatives.
hai..
but nevertheless, the takbir never fails to make me feel the old times,
how hari raya os suppose to feel like;D
hahah !

and of cos, wow i miss him.
imisshimimisshimimisshimimisshimimisshim!
can understand that?
hahahha, its jus I MISS HIM manymany times;D
but nvm, his coming home tdy!
and i cant wait to talk to him!!!
hahahha, cant wait for his msg !!!
well, cya next time;D
byeeeeeeeeeee;D

kasih disalut dengan kejujuran, itulah CINTA.

2009-11-19T23:58:00.000-08:00

heyyss!

first week after Os , haha.

and weirdly, i spent it in the hospital.

yeahh, i did, for 3 straight days.

it was.... boring at the same time exciting, interesting and fun !

esp if ur with ur frends.

hahah !

we had a so called work attachment at tan tock seng hosp.

we learnt alot !

about its hist, the way a hosp works, to the way docs work and move around.

well, i say that working in healthcare isnt dat easy.

you need alot of patience and strength to go thru every single day

without any traouble.

but i bet the docs,nurses and whoever working in hops dnt regret rite?

cos its rather interesting, esp if u have interest in healthcare.

soo, heres sum pic;D

thats all!
byee;DD

2009-11-19T05:06:00.000-08:00

As some of you know, my one year anni jus passed.
so heres smtg for my guy;D

i would be more than happy to be your girl sayang.
you have been the best friend and lover to me.
wad more can i ask for in my life?
all i can do is thank God for allowing me to meet you.

for the past year,
alot had happened.
we fought, laughed, smiled and many more.
no matter wad, u stay strong with me.
i know i can be a fuss, burden and an extra image n your life.
but i am diff, cos I LOVE YOU.

please,
we stick to the PROMISE
and we shall last.

and i Mohd Hazmie Bin Ja'afar,
accept you once more,
and promise to be you true and loyal girlfriend;D

2009-11-16T02:05:00.000-08:00

hey im back after so long.
and finally Os are over!

i knw there have been a misunderstanding going on recently here.
so lets jus settle this .
ive deleted every evidence of any spammer wadsoever.
and if the spammer were to visit again, heres smtg for you.
wtv that has happen in my life, itgs btwn me,myself and i.
and of cos by bf, and he knws, EVERYTHING.
so theres no point trying to make up stories of me to make me look bad.
cos i dnt care and i knw he doesnt too.
and im nt referring to anyone specific, izzat, im jus saying generally.
kay, next.
i wanna apologise to shirah and izzat.
wtv dat has happen i have already forgotten.
i dnt care if u goddam hate me or my life.
and i dnt nid to knw that.
but ty if u have informed me in the tagboard.
so, now, i hope things are clear,
wtv accusations u think i have made or hazmie had made, we apologise.
i just want this thing to be over.
so pls, if u hate me, just dnt bother kay to even enter my life again.
to the damn spammers,
go get a life.
cos u are just wasting ur time kay.
this blog is jus for me and my own postings.
only frends are invited if they wish to know abt my life.
the others jus leave.
i very much appreciate it.
thank you very much.

2009-06-22T20:01:00.001-07:00

wow, few mre days to sch reopen yet,
i dnt feel like im ready to face the hard work towards o lvls.
but i have to be !
hmms, planning my time is smg im weak at.
and even if i do, i wot follow it !
so wads the point.
i got to have the spirit !
hai, alot of things going on at the same time.

but nevertheless,
im still loving him.
more than ever;D
i hope he reads this,
and when he does,
he will be smiling away.
haha !
i knw he will.
i knw him well enuf.
and i hope to knw him more then now.
and be with him.
forever;D

byes !

2009-06-20T00:33:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey ! god, im in love,
so much in love;D

i'm really thankful to have found u, boy.
really, i am.
7 months and still going strong i must say.
this holiday have made us much more closer,
and understand each other better.
im glad ntg had gne wrong.
i hope all the things i do dont hurt you my dear.
for thats the last thing i will ever do in my life.

my life is filled with so much colours by you.
i've never experience this wonderful feeling before.
pls, let it stay.
and we shall make it last.
like how we promised it to be.

now, what i want is just YOU.
pls stay, and never go.
because that will hurt me so much , my dear.
and i hope our love will keep going on strong.

ilybby.

2009-05-11T04:35:00.000-07:00

heyhey.
hahahhahahaha.
keh, the reason why im laughing is its been so long since i blogged and i know sum of u pple think my blog is dead right? hahahha.
well, its kinda of.

hmms, alot has happened.
really.
so many that i didnt have the time to blog.
firstly,
1) gamelan
2) mcs
3) me&him!

hahaha. gamelan uhs.
we got SILVER !
wohoo! hahaha.
altho its not the best, we still improved.
yeahh we did.
and im so happy about that.
everyone did well.
altho most of us came out with much regrets
bcos of the mistakes we've done,
we still got SILVER !
hahahha.
hmms, its a new thing for most of us.
so yeahh, mistakes are normal.
the important thing is that we've learnt from it yeah?
and many thanks to ckg marlina and ckg amran
for helping us thruout!
ntg can happen without them, really.

alryte, next thing is MCS !
Malay Cultural Society.
wow, wad an achievement.
im really2 happy to know that MCS has started.
its wad most of us are looking for in BPGHS.
sememangnya skolah ni skolah cine,
BUT this will change.
hahahha.
as of now, MCS will
naikkan semangat Melayu dlm skolah.
Insya Allah;D
hahahha. yeahh, dats wad i really hope for.
Malay Culture is very rich.
Much to learn from and admire.
We have yet to know the realy Malay Culture.
and one day, we shall know.
also, this is a good exposure to performances, outings and shows.
hahaha.
sumthing new for eveyone.

akhirnya !
hazmie;D
so far, everything's fine and
i hope it will stay dis way.
cos, like wad u said,
this feeling is hard to come by.
and this feeling is a feeling we've never
felt before.
so i really want it to stay.
and last.
hopefully,
im the one ur looking for.

i love you;D

ohh, gotta cont with schwork.
byebye !

2009-02-25T03:35:00.001-08:00

i'm sure you wonder why after so long, i decided to switch on my com, sit in front of it, and type out what im going to type to you pple.

my heart is really thorn, and very hard to fix now.
i was hurt, sure i was.
i told you, helped you in every way,
but still, u said those words.
you think i dnt understand?
but, no, i actually do.
very much.
you didnt see it didnt you?
but after all those i still didnt care
cos i tot the love btwn us will help you.
help you find out the reason.
sadly, this had to happen.
i regret, very much.
and im sorry.

you told me got to study, i know u do.
i helped u in the process.
i tried to, at least.
i rarely call you at night, dnt normally meet you.
and even sumtimes, dnt even contact with you much.
wad more you wan me to sacrifice?
i dnt mind doing all that.
cos i know u nid it.
i understand, very much.
when u had games, i tried to come down.
i waited for you after most games.
i dont mind.
then, now, ur results dropped.
& u say, time for me will decrease.
at first, its hard to understand.
but i did try.
i took time off from studying
& wrote u a letter so you will be motivated.
im glad u liked it ;D
but parents issue came, and worsens the situation.
i know family matters cant be helped.
so i just kept quiet even tho it hurt me so much.
blaming me for all the bad things dat had happened to you.
maybe it was my fault?
who knows, rite?
cos i forget things,
so maybe i was stupid enuf to forget about ur other commitment ,
was i?
maybe so.
so i choose to ignore.
but NOW, right NOW.
you say.
i gotta focus now.
cant spend much time with you.
nid to buck up.
now YOU tell me,
wads the cause of your results dropping?
ME is it?
wahh, the way you say it, it was mine.
rite??
cos i spent too much time with you did i?
cos i took so much time away from your studying time.

hey, i dont mind if you need me to sacrifice kay .
but i just am really hurt cos
you treat as tho im the cause of ur results dropping,
and ur parents acting like how they did.
or wtv it is.

i ask you smtg, now ur results are dropping,
why not stop ur sport activities and othe commitments too.
so u can focus?
and why aren't they the cause of ur results dropping??
why let it be my feelings dats sacrificed alone?
sumore for smtg i didnt really do.

if you nid me to help you study, i can okay.
im more than happy.
if you nid me to give you time to study i can.
indirectly blaming me for wtv that's happen isnt fair okay.
really isnt.
ep for me.

i too nid to study.
i too got bad results.
i too got other much more impt commiments.
but i still balanced everything.
and put ur feelings first.

i jus am really sad,
cos i tot ur love for me will prevent this.
but it didnt.

finally, i regret feeling wad i feel rite now.
but i cant changed it alrd.
its fixed,

for now.

2008-11-23T08:01:00.000-08:00

HAZMIE ! COME ONLINE QUICK !
PLS, I MISS YOU D;

-fana. 0004hrs,24nov2008.

2008-11-22T07:02:00.000-08:00

hey everyone !
i've been so damn busy dis two days so im very sry if i didnt update !
sry hazmie smalam fana tk update !
too tired and too busy.
well, its okay, tdy is going to be a super long post !
mostly with pictures !:D
heheheh, lets start from yesterday morning.

woke up arnd 6.15am.
got ready for sch;D
and went to netball !
so semangat yesterday !
hahah was very hyper and crazy as usual.
but i forgot to bring my bottle.
den tkde kedai pat sch.
so i gotta drink from water cooler EVERYTIME !
leceh beb.
hahahha.
hmm, so had training and FYI i was NOT late beybeh !
hahah, early by 10mins!
hahah gd not?
improvement baybeh !
hahah, after training, rushed home cos i tot we were having study grp.
but cancelled due to sum reasons which i forgot.
so nad came over den off to syafiq hse to see luggage;D
after dat off to nad's hse.
cleaned her luggage and back to syafiq's hse with her luggage.
took syaf luggages and to MY HSE !
hehe, dropped the luggages here, syaf go kubor kan lps tuh?
hahhahaha !
rite, den nad lepak at my hse.
packed sum stuff with her.
here are the pics;D

well, at night sent her off and went home to rest a while.
arnd 20 mins, sufy saufy came over ot my hse.
took luggages and off home;D
hahah, dats wen i slpt !
penat sey !
so damn tired since morning !

hehe, so !
tdy rite, i woke up arnd 8.45am.
and i had the worst dream ever !
or shud i say nitemare !
it has smtg to do with u hazmie.
very sad.

hmms, so quickly cleaned the hse.
mcm maid kan?haha.
kemas ayah's baju2.
lipat2 alek.
penat seh !
den eat, arnd 1plus left the hse to sch !
btw, tdy we having performance at boon lay shopping centre.
hahah, the place VERY NICE YOU KNOW !
hahahahah , right.
k fine, suppose to reach sch by 3.30pm.
but we reached rather early, arnd 2.30pm.
hahah.
gates were locked.
the only soul we saw in sch was the security guard.
the mepek one, i shud say.
hahaha, tak bagi kite masok.
locked all the gates.
dah lah panas!
bacen !
hahah, nad climbed the gates, like wad i did dat time ;X
hahaha, den the guard came and saw her inside.
so called teacher lahh semua.
mepek uhh !
den dia open the gate for us.
tpi nad kene, sry NAD !
our ckg tk mrh, yg guard tu uhh.
melebih2.
kecohh sey !
haha, so yeahh, make up, load the things and off to boon lay ~
gerek !

after the performance off to new sch !
hahah since dah mlm, so gelap giyler !
haha kecoh beb !
kite angkat brg2 to lvl 3 !
and klu ringan tkpe !
hahah, we, alone, in the new sch, with no one arnd !
hahah wad u expect?
kite dah kecoh2 uhh !
dasyat !
hahha me and diy ahh.
combine forces again, mmg dasyat !
hahahah.
ah moi, meenachi and the newest!, mee -nah !
hahahha. our talk ruled the night !
hahah rite guys?
mmg, bes.
so very the kecoh.
with the camwhores in toilet, outside toilet, in class, staircases.
hahahah !
ckp pun join !
itu yg bes!
i tell u, my frends mmg gerek !
kan2?
haha i know they will agree.
so yeahh, we girls decided to scare the guys !
bes !
haha depan2 kan rmbt !
den bler pat nak terperanjatkan, ckg kluar dulU !
hahah dia terpekik !
hahha maghrib2 lak tu !
mmg dasyat lahh !
perangai tak senonoh tol !
hahahhaha!
well, enuf talk.
see the pictures beybeh !

sry gmbr senget !
and and soo happy rite now !
kay going to chat with hazmie;D
his online !!!
hehehhee.
tc evryone !
byeeeeeee;D

2008-11-20T04:35:00.000-08:00

heyhey !
today started off pretty well !
woke up in front of the tv, with mtv channel.
hahahha !
the song lovebug woke me up:D damn nice.
bgn, golek2.
hahah, PEMALAS BTOL! ( like wad hazmie say;D)
hahahha, mmg2 i admit.
today im lazy, very lazy.
hahahha.
mom not home so lehh cam gitu uhh.
klu tk, kene tengking uhh, kene bgn kemas umah!
hahah brother still slping, sister ngah ngok mtv;D
so yeahh, golek2.
den wen mom alek, lekas2, act tgh kemas.
oh yeah, b4 dat i went to eat;D gi dapur amek roti:D
den mom alek, bwk roti pratak.
radak lagi !
hahhahahahha :D
bes morning ever !
btw i brush my teeth alrd kay ~
tapi lum mandi !
hahahahah.
after dat, mus clean the house.
haiyo, but nvm.
used to it.
and den i bathe and get ready for sch.
dis morning, i decided to kpo2 gi my sis sch.
see her get results and at the same time visit my long last sch.
and teachers of cos ~
and alot of teacher recognised me !
good2 ~
hhahahaha, ubut nadiah,hmm.
ur face changed alot alrd lahh ~
hahahha, ckg byk lupe .
so sad !
hahha, but ur ezlink helped them ryte?
hahahha.
and talked with ckg zaleha a while!
she was my p6 teacher!
hahahah. later i post sum pics for u all.
and to my sis, 211 aite.
its okay, u dnt need to compare ur results with me and brother.
everyone has our own special something.
maybe not dis time round for u.
try again kay?
and dont let it pull ur semangat man !
hahahha, i will try to help u along the way.
and woodlands ring sec is not bad.
really.
listen to dad and u will go far;D
dont join the sch jus becos of soccer.
cos it will lead u to nowhere.
at wrss, alot of my frends are there to help to see u:D

hahahha.

here are sum pics i took in the pri sch;D

and yeahh, after dat off to sch.
as usual, late !
hahha, now , we were super late !
cos wen we reached sch, they were done with gamelan prac;D
but its okay.
so i decided not to waste time in sch, thus.
i learn how to play GUITAR !
hahah, yes, i know how to play the song lucky, abit !
hahaha, u happy to hear dat hazmie;D
hahahha.
i love you boy;D

here are sum pics;D

ohh and if u ask wads up with the carebear.
its nadiah's !
and its damn cute !
hahaha, i kissed it so many times alrd.
hahahha take dat nadiah !!

4 more days, till i could hear you voice dear boy;D
come back quick and i shall shower u with love.

2008-11-19T03:28:00.000-08:00

Started off with a bad start today i might say.
soo bad, hahahhah !
supposingly, i shud reach sch by 8.
but guess wad, i woke up at 8 ! ;D
hahahahhahah !
but i rmbred i woke up at 6.15 am wen my alarmed rang.
but i think i woke up, turned it off, switched on the ceiling fan, and slpt.
hahhahahah ! usual routine.
normally, theres sumone to wake me up,
like my mom, or hazmie;D
hahhaha, but mom's still asleep.
and hazmie, is at THAILAND!
and and i miss him like crazy.
esp the pooh, and i know he always slps with pooh, rite?
hehe , damn cute:D

dear boy, wen u get back, we shall sing another song alryte?
cos im going off very soon after you get back to spore.
and then wen i return, its nearing to HARI RAYA HAJI.
comfirm busy, and maybe u have to balik kampong, rite?
haiz, miss you alot .
i wanna see you smile again, and watch the moon with you:D

okay, enuf, today was CRAZY !!!
hahah, k fine, i reached sch arnd 8 plus nearing to 9.
and coach still havent reach so i felt much much better.
rush and warmed up, den joined the team doing drills.
after a while Mr tay came, ahahha and janelle!
ur good at imitating dat uncle's voice yeah?
hahahhaha ! damn funny.
i still laugh like crazy wen im thinking about it;D
hahahha, and oh yeah.

to nadiah,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY NADIAH ! ;DDDD

sry the cake and all were last minute.
well you know us, very unorganised rite?
hahah, and oh yeah, 2.10 pple !
you shud know wad im talking about !
haahaha.
at 1 plus. started gamelan prac.
went so many rounds till we got sick and tired of our own instruments.
me and diy played the gongs tgt;D
hahahahh ~ very fun anf funny !
i was laughing all the way man !~
combine forces with diyanah never fail to make me laugh till my guts come out;D
hehehhehe, well too exaggerating i shud say.
gpa after dat, and still, our craziness continues.
hahhaha !
btw, my neck hurts, real bad !
i think i shud go back slping in my room.
dnt wanna strain it, cos i think wen i slp on the couch, its straining my neck.
plus, i have limited space to move.
i need a massage !
help me, sumone.
and i'll pay you.
see how desperate i am !
hahahha, k stp it fana.
no pic stdy.
actually there is, but not in my fon.
so gotta get it frm her first.
so for now, chao !

i miss you so much !
ily;D

2008-11-18T04:32:00.000-08:00

heyhey !
started off the day with my com.
haha ! my friends called me since last nite 12a.m. abt the blog.
so gotta repair it, and turns out, the error is very tiny.
but it kinda affect the whole blog !
hahahhahaha.

so after dat rushed to eat prata which my mom jus bought!
sedap;D so long since i ate prata.
heheh.
and then, cleaned the house and off to school !
as usual, im late !
an hour late for randai;D
hehehe, standard uhh, tk pernah awal nor on time !
and just after i reach sch, sufy, saufy, nadiah and syafiq jut reached too.
they planned to continue the polishing.
hahha, i joined for a while.
got tired, so went to shop with amirul and diy.
hahah, wanted to eat burger and fries.
then i tot, whyy not buy happy meal rite? get xtra drink and toy;D
hehehehe, so wen i ordered, the person asked,
"is dis for you?do you need the toy?"
hahhaha, was rather shy to admit it was for me, so i said,
"no, its for my sis at home;D"
with a smile !
hehehhe,rugi sehh tk dpt toy!
hahahahahha!
kk sry.
so anw, went back to sch and hang out with frends for a while.
played touchdown, smtg like rugby.
mixture of girls and boys.
hahaha, and with our giylerness !
hahha conbine forces, become very rough, crazy, and damn tiring.
not becos of the running, bcos of the shouting and laughing !
hahahha, and and !
i got pushed and hit my head HARD on the ground !
damn ! sakit giylerr !
bangun je, everything was upside down.
so i closed my eyes and my head berdenyut2.
sakit ! vp saw, teachers saw !
hahaha, they asked to stop playing, so we did.
but i couldnt stand up nor get sit down.
sakit ! but i had to but wen i did, mabok!
and yeahh, i scratched my leg again );
and guess u pushed me?
hehehheheh, u shud know.
hahah after a while, i sat down. and stand up.
dah okay ckit, terus jadi giyler2 nan diy.
start uh our, "ah moi uh "
hehehhehehe, then straight to gamelan.
mabok uhh, and pening.
tpi i managed to pull thru.
after gamelan, back to normal.
jadi giyler2 nan my frends.
main bola, v.ball and many2.
hahahhaha bes jgk !
sampai kene halau.
went to sheng siong to buy stuff and hang out at cwp jap with diy and nad to talk2.
after dat straigth home !
kinda fun uhh tdk.
damn alot of funny things happened.
here are sum pics.

In the toilet beybeh !

gamelan beybeh ! hahahah.

oh and to you know who, i shall not interfere with ur life alrd.
do wtv u want and i do wtv i wan.
be happy with her and i know im happy with him.
so fine !
i dont care, if dats wad u want.

AWK ! sye dah rindu awk.
awk tau tak, smalm sye naik bus, tgh ngantok2.
den tertdo.
and den wen the bus stop at one stop.
i smelled sumone using ur perfume !
den fana terbgn !
terigt awk !
hahah.
glad to know ur doing fine;D
and every nite, sblm fana tdo kan,
i will look out the window to ur hse.
hahhah ! mane tau blh lps kan rindu.
heheh, come back quick !
;DDD

2008-11-17T04:52:00.000-08:00

AWK ! sye rindu awk.
cpt alek dgn selamat, semoga awk pat sane sihat2 saje.
fana btol2 rindu awk.
and sry if the last msg u sent me wasn't replied.
was caught up with smtg just now.
besides him going away for 1 week,
sum other things too happened today .
had damn alot of fun with them !
went to sch at 9 in the morn, went for the sports wksh.
wen it was done, met my other frends at ML2 and started our daily slacking there;D
rather funny sehh !
hahah, bought food.
and after we ate, played dis scary yet funny game.
everyone, or may i say, sufy, shouted like a GIRL !
hahahhahahahha. yeahh, gotta admit, it was scary the first time round.
after dat, played table tennis with diy.
hahaha started the chinese talk.
v. funny ! and then ckg sazali ajak gi skolahh baru !
happy man !
wana see the sports hall !
hahahhahaah, camwhore alot at the new campus !
kk i shall upload the pics now. and stop talking;D

the sch is DAMN BIG AND DAMN NICE !
hahahhaha, v looking forward to go to sch next year!:D

btw, to you know who, i miss you;D
once again, i love you aite !:D

tc.

2008-11-17T04:30:00.000-08:00

2008-11-16T07:56:00.000-08:00

hey peeps !
had a great and very very memorable day yesterday !
151108<3 will always be in my heart.
started off with tanglin trust carnival which after todays game, we got 2nd(:
after sss, and we definitely showed some improvement !
so happy with our fighting spirit ! ;D
so, after dat, went out to meet HAZMIE&beverly&raymond.
haha, had so much fun at pasir ris !
altho i injured myself a lot yesterday !
the FUN can never be forgotten.
the scars from my injury still reminds me of you, dear boy.
and oh yeahh, something special also did happen;D
hahah ! not going to say.
you figure out !

Saturday, 1511o8.
1940hrs.

till

Forever.

lets jus let pictures tell the story eh?
it will all be posted in the next post beybeh !

pictures !

2008-11-16T05:40:00.001-08:00

2008-11-13T08:55:00.000-08:00

hey peeps !
been busy with lots of stuff recently;D
netball, gpa, gamelan and of cos randai.
and and cant wait to go purbalingga !
hehe, and i really am glad i got really great frends !
i'm enjoying my days in sch becos of them;D
the best day was last wed;D 12nov2008
had netball in the morning, rather tough.
den followed by randai, very chaotic, but after a while it was fine;D
gamelan next, very fun, as usual!
except, i memorised all the notes alrd !:D
hehe, dnt have to worry about the notes no more beybeh !
den rained started to pour, so we decided to take a break after we eat.
played with the sch's trolley like crazy !
hahaha, and i bet we broke smtg.
or didn't we?
hehe, gpa started.
all got serious but still raining.
had to fight with the pouring rain.
then, after gpa was done, started playing ping pong with nad and syaf.
hahah, diyanah was a distraction!
lols, and it was damn fun wen the giylerness started.
we pindah to 3P1 and started doing all nonsense.
haha i gd girl, did the blog.
but after the lappy was taken away, we had to do smtg else.
and pple say if u cant fight it, join it;D
so i did dat;D
and damn, it was FUN!
hahahhahahaha, great frends, great frends.
when teacher's bbq started, we were damn hungry and still raining, but nt as heavy.
so we decided to take advantage, heheh.
sdp dok !
hehehe, but yeahh, felt wrong but fun.
played sepak takraw, till got scolded by ahchoo.
hahahha ! bacen !
and so tros cabot, tkt tiger dtg.
hehe, so yeahh.
jumpe hazmie, and tros balek lps tuhh !
fun kan!
leh jumpe kwn nan hazmie;D
hehehhe. and we girls took sum photos b4 we go.
i'll post it in the other post aite !
byeeeeeeeeee;D

2008-11-10T04:11:00.000-08:00

i left you, i know.
i caused u to suffer, i know.
i know im in the wrong.
i know.
but do u think i purposely did all that?
just to hurt you?
am i that bad?
maybe to you yes, and i dnt blame you for that.
i know how it feels and i know u hate dat feeling.
but im not enjoying that feeling too kay.
whatever u think i did, i think u got the wrong reason.
for i will nvr wanna hurt you.
you have dne so much for me, why would i even dare to hurt u?
but this act, this very act, managed to tear ur heart apart.
and shatter it to pieces and i know its hard for you to fix it back.
fyi, its not easy for me too.
i cried, i miss, and i loved.
everything we have gone thru for taht 16 mths can nvr be erased from my memory.
it will all come back to me, one day, i know.
and at that point of time,
i wanna know that wad i did, this move i made, was best.
i wana make sure u keep that memory, wad we have been thru.
or treat it as a lesson learnt.
i lied to you, i know.
im scared to admit it, i know.
but wen i finally did, it all turned out so wrong.
till the guy i cared so much for and loved so dearly hates me now.
i guess all i could say is i deserve it.
i know i do.
you hate me, but i will never hate you.
you got ur own girl, i got a new frend.
you got ur own life, i got mine.
like wad u said, let live our own life.
i will, i know i will.
but the fact that u thinking im doing sumthing im not hurts.
its haunting me, and im scared.
cos u used to be the person i am most comfortable with.
wenever i see u smile, it made my day.
but wenever ur down, i too will be.
but i nvr showed it to you.
i never did.
but wad did i get back in return?
i felt ignore, i felt not appreciated and i felt like a total loser.
i cant even make u happy.
u said u were happy with me, and dats becos we have gone thru alot tgt.
all the gd memories in ur head.
but all the bad memories?
i nvr did make u happy wen ur down, did i?
i do suck.
dats the reason.
the reason whyy i made that move.
not becos of sumone else.
or becos of feelings.
i knew, u will beg to differ wtv i say right now.
but its all true.
i know it is.
but in any case, if i am wrong.
im really sry.
but theres always god my frend.
i told u b4, we got to believe in him.
he will lead us to the thruth.
and i pray for ur happiness.
even if its with my close frend.
i jus wanna see u happy.
u got urs, and i gt mine.
its fair.
for now.

2008-10-28T05:36:00.001-07:00

hey hey !
so long since i've posted and deres alot to say.
the good and the bad, all happened and with the help of god, i managed to pull thru even tho i knw its not over yet. deres still more to come and i gotta be ready for anything. i got to always rmbr no matter how lonely we feel we are, or how bad the condition we are in, deres always god in our lives who is willing to help us anytime and give his blessing for us. and us only, those who ask for it and those who really believe dat god looks over us. i've heard alot of stories of life which i find very intresting.
sumtimes, we just gotta sit back and think, no matter how long it takes, just think and think thru. and definitely, the light will come and shine on you , and dats when u realise, sumthings are meant to happen and we cant force ourselves to stop it, cos dats life, its all planned out by god. we can only plan, but no one knows wad will really happen.
i've met new frends, got back with old frends, tighten frendships, and many more dis few days. and i begin to see wads life. wad has life planned for me. no one knws, we can only see and feel but wad happens later, only god knws;D
i'm very luck now to have gd frends around me. and im very very happy to be frends again with my ex. i wanna see u happy. and im really sry if i dnt have feelings for u like b4 anymore okeh. i cnt control my feelings, i nid to find myself. im still trapped in the mirror world, where i see myself, and who i've become but i have not seen wad i'm capable of and i dnt wanna act liek sumone im not, cos dats just not me. and im sure no one wants to see me acting like a totally different person. all i want is time, and mre time to think. i hpe u understand.

2008-10-16T05:49:00.000-07:00

hey, so long since i've posted and now, so much to tell !

first of all, HARI RAYA HERE :D

haha, its a bit belated but heck, its still hari raya !

hahahah, went jln raye with frends quite a few times, and it was damn gerek.

with hazmie and frends and my own schmates, we had tonnes of fun! ahah of cos laughter !

hmm, apelagi, dah name hari raye, makan uhh byk!

hse after hse, all we do is eat, eat and eat !

muahahah ! lagi2 qith my schmates.

almost every hse kite mencekik je !

mcm tk heran gemuk ke tak !

haha, bkn mcm uhh, mmg pun;D

and yeah, collecting money;D

hahaha, hmms, deres sum pics for u peeps;D

enjoy !

2008-10-06T01:53:00.000-07:00

oh boy, i do love you, so dearly.
in my heart, there's only your name carved in it.
no one else.
i guess love os a very complicated word.
you may never knw wad lies in that word which u need in ur life.
for its very important to me now.
love.
wad is love?
can i knw, oh boy.
tell me, tell me all i need to knw about love would you.
and do me a favour and dont only think about urself.
cos i've heard, stuff.
stuff which i nvr wan it to happen to me.
love, is lust, to sum pple.
to girls, love is the heart.
but to boys love is lust.
wth.
i m not generalising, cos i knw sum are nt like dat.
i got frends, who do knw how to appreciate girls.
like how they appreciate life, and the pple around them.
and not blame pple for the hatred they always feel in them.
but nt blame themselves.
oh boy, why must dis always happen.
oke, i cried, oh boy.
i cried for promise, nvr exist in you.
it nvr happen wen u say u promise.
i really wan2 make u realise this, for im planning to have a long relationship with you.
but not having problems similar to this anymore.

oke fine.
we're frends!
yay, im happy to hear that kay.
but pls, no more mixed feelings frm you please.
i only love one person for now.
& his the only one who can brighten my life for now.
for i he loved me so dearly&
i love him.

you care so much about people but not yourself.have u ever heard that u got to love yourself before loving others?don't put your heart on the shelfor it will dust but you still won't botheryou still care so much about others.you sacrifice just to see them smile.even if it affect you.your smile, your heart, your reputation.It will be gone in a motion.You just don't realize it.so now, sit back and wonder.its time for you to ponder.what is it that you really want.and move on only when you're done.when you got the answer in handthat is the time you set your randknowing what will hurt and what not.then you find your self free from the knot (:

thats wad sumone wrote for me, and i would really like to thank him so very much for helping me kays?
i owe you one, definitely boy !
i made up with my bf, cos he helped me to gain my confidence about myself.
and to knw the limit, to care for sumone, is also a process of realising that i need that much attention too.

dnt repeat fana, and thanks hazmie.

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee;D

2008-08-20T18:09:00.000-07:00

heyhey
210808 and arnd 9 mre days to ramadhan!
a month full of surprises and unexpected things.
looking forward to it !
plus, after dat, its, HARI RAYA !
hehe, okeoke.
nw back to schwork.
hmms, have nt been doing well for sum subs.
got back my emaths, physics, bio, hist and malay.
and got 2 As, 2Cs and one fail.
god, help.
but nvm, its always a learning process.
and whenever failure cums, there ought to have mistakes dne
and we learn frm them
dats wad makes us strong.
cos rite, imagine iof you're the cleverest person in the world.
and you are put in a quest in the jungle.
and u are suppose to find ur way out and u have ntg but the clotes on ur back, wad will u do?
u wont knw wad is happening or wad is going to heppen.
and u will definitely have to face challenges and problems completeing that quest even tho u are super clever.
cos u dnt knw dat place.
u dnt have any experience there.
and all u can do its try ur luck.
and when it fails, u learn from them.
and not repeat it.
finally, u will succeed after u have overcome all those challenges.
and thats wad makes u strong.
u will fell strong.
and proud that u have achieved smtg with ur own effort, by discovering things u dnt knw.
so yeah, dats life.
hehe, gtg
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
tc;D

2008-08-18T05:30:00.000-07:00

heyhey !

COMMON TEST OVER PPLE! wee!

but it does not mean slacking starts, it just simply means a new term coming, new events, new things, new topic and new challenges !
haha, gotta always be ready to face anything in life, and if ur lost, just take some time to sit down, and think & think & think until ur bored of it, and eventually , smtg will come to u, hehe !
but its true, but im nt asking u to day dream.
but unfortunately, nw, we dnt really have the glory and TIME to do alllll dat.
to just rest for a day is like wasting much precious time.
godd, o lvl preparation is going to start really2 soon,
and the potential of me going crazy mre often is also getting high!
hehe!
so anyways, tdy ast 2 papers, which i dnt think i did well, cos i didnt study enuf !
got back e maths, and mre papers tml;D
wee~ cnt wait for it NOT !
hahah ! i wish they would just burn it or recycle it, dnt nid to give us back.
aite?
haha !
had training tdy, and my knee hurt oh so badly.
dno why, but its rather painful.
so yeah, gotta rest !
hehe, gtg !
&& I MISS HIM ! D;
tc.

2008-08-14T02:50:00.000-07:00

a week of troubles.
everything's not right agian.but i knw, there is sure to be a reason behind all of this.
i wan to ! and i will, my dear. for i care so much about you, and i wan u to realise wad life is really about.
pple always say 'enjoy life' but do anyone knw wad life is really about.
life is actually a period of time to test pple.to test everything pple need and pple have to have.
tests of which sum pple cant bear to go thru and just give up, why do u think pple commit suicide?
its all becos of these tests which god had laid for us, and everyone has different kinds of test.
wen u walk out of you home, u see human beings, all with different stories of life, different problems in different situations.
but have dey all tried asking b4 why? why does all this happen, there must be a reason for it.
and tell u the truth, im not great enuf to knw too.
im like u ad me.
i have feelings, i have emotions.
i do cry, i do laugh.
but i have a reason for doing dat.
and the reasons might nt be the same as other.
but im not great enuf to knw everyone's.
but i do knw, about urs.
u are still lost my dear.
in a world i couldn't enter.
and solve all the problems within.
but i really wish i could.
for i care for you.
alot.
and i do not wish to see u, have to go thru every bits of ur life like dat.
as u are my dear.
who i wish to spend my life with.
but ur world, is just too dangerous and mysterious.
dat i cant even undestand.
some of the things you do sumtimes.
but i still.
love you.

2008-08-11T04:53:00.000-07:00

IZZAT MATIN !

i dno wat to say alrd.
your words just simply hurt me.
i dno wad to do, cos every move i make, every word i say, hurts you.
maybe to you, those 3 golden words came out from my mouth cos i simply loveeeeeeee to say it.
but i say it and i mean it.
i do, i just dno how to express it any other way.
cos i suck at this.
i suck i relationships.
i suck in eveything.
i hurt u all the time, i always say the worngs things, and everyhting i do, isn't right in ur eyes.
i dont feel wrong wen i do smtg cos i dno it hurts u !
i swear, i dont.
i suck, and im sry.
the last thing u said to me, "u dun sound like u care bout me anymore..tell u the trhut my heart is aching badly now.."
u dnt think my heart hurts is it?
in the first place, i dnot love u.wen i accepted u i admit, i dnt love .
i do had sum feelings for u, but nt love.
i donot like that guy as much alrd.
but u succeded in stealing my heart away and lock it into urs.
u did ! and i love u for dat.
cos i learnt how to love u.
i learnt how to appreciate sumone whu cares so much for me.
i learnt all that frm u.
even with my parents, i dnt feel i appreciate them like hw i do to u.
i love u &i wan u &i need u.
it all just sound so damn easy for everyone else but im actually suffering now !
i did nt ever tell anyone about mytrue feelings ! like hw i do nw.
cos i feel i have to let go !
i dnt wan to keep everyhting trapped in my heart until the point i cant take it nomore.
its nt going to be nice.
in life, we must learn to knw wad cums first.
and light heartedly, i put u first, in front of everything else.
but i was wrong, i shud have nt dne dat.
cos if i do dat, its means, studies, families, and everything else cums in second.
which is just simply unfair.
they've knwn me longer, they've beared wih me longer.
why shud i do dat to them, puting them second.
so, i decided to put everyone as important.
eveyone and everything on one level.
and now, i failed to do anything right.
neither my studies, nor relationships nor family!
everthing ruined.
i knw dat had happened, but i jus went on.
wen relationships went bad, i jus stayed on, and try to make things better.
wen i suck at my studies, i do my best to improve,
wen i had a strain relationship with my family, i try to spend mre time at hmw.
wen my performance at cca is nt as expected, i do my best to keep trying and training hard.
but to achieve all those things i want, NOT FOR ME, but to make eveyone else happy, I END UP SCREWING EVERYTHING UP !
i fought with my bf, i failed exams, i didnt do well in netball , and i fought with my mom.
i suck man, suck !
in order to achieve smtg, i've gt to sacrifice smtg.
dats wad i learnt.
in order to spend time on my cca, i've got to sacrifice time frm my studies, bf and family.
in order to spend time with my bf, i;ve got to sacrifice time frm my studies, family and cca.
and it just goes on & on& on....
i love everything so much until the point i lose them.
so nw i sit here, thinking, WAD I WANT?
and i realise, i really love everything.
and everyone.
i dnt wan2 lose any of them.
i tried too hard to be the best.
to impress everyone.
to satisfy everyone.
i dont think of my feelings, my time, my health.
i just do wad i think was right.
i face everything in life with a smile.
but at times, i just break down , and cry.
no one knws,except god.
oh god, help me.
i dnt wan2 lose anything.
i love HIM!
pls, show me the way out of this!
wad can i do?
wad can i say?
evrything's simply nt right rite nw, with u and me.
and I BLAME MYSELF!
i dnt blame u.
i dnt blame my mom.
i blame myself.
cos life is all about making choices AND I MADE A WRONG ONE.
i suck,i really do.
let me just be myself without eveything for a few days.
i just dnt wanna knw about anythign nw.
just leave me alone, let me suffer and punish myself.
for all the wrong deeds ive dne.
cos i suck!

2008-08-11T04:42:00.000-07:00

o9o8o8 !

had damn alot of fun.
the plan was to watch FIREWORKS ! at esplanade, but in the end, we couldn't even get to the esplanade.
with alot of pple crowding outside, all to watch the fireworks !
saw nizar and his frend;D
hehe, so just joined them.
& & excuse me for beingbad at taking photos!
met alot of bpians dere !;D
so, after that, wanted to eat but it was so packed dat we had to squeeze our way thru almost everywhere.
so in the end, we ate at orchard;D
hehe, after dat went HOME:D!

2008-08-06T21:47:00.000-07:00

o6o8o8 <3

HAPPY 14 MONTHS ! ;D

its been a while since i've postedand alot has been going on,
like for example OUR 14 months just came!
hehe, its rather late cos yeaterday, i cant use the com cos i'm SICK and have alot of things to cover for tests!
so i've decided to post during dis 1 hr of hmt lesson !
hehe, shhhs.
im actually suppose to do mly stuff, but hai, lazy.
anyways, i'm dead giddy and i cant do anything.
so eyahh, anyway, boffie's off for ncc and tdy after sch i guess i'm just going hme straight.
oh yah, thx for the phone !:D
i love it, cos cos i've been wanting a slide fon!
but if u wan it back, just say okes;D
i'll be willing to give back, cos its urs.
hmms, NDP TML !
wee~ going to be a longgg weekend !
oh gosh, my brother's condition seems to be getting worse, god help me.
i really pity him.
since he has to go thru all this in his graduating yr !
hai... all i can do is pray for him.
hmm, ndp, i wanna go watch the fireworks, at the same time, i wanna go watch the parade, and at the same time i wanna spend time with HIM, so i dono now, i cant decide.
and i love him ;D

COMMON TEST NEXT WEEK !
gosh ! i'm not totally ready !
ss& hist !
god !
wanan buck up, start revising oke !
oke oke, gotta start on my assignment nw;D
byebyeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee,
tc& i love him;D

2008-08-03T05:45:00.000-07:00

heyhey !
hai, yesterday was really sad and sickening, at least for me.
i did not perform as expected.
hai, was really fustrated with myself.
but nvm, cant change wad's dne.
anyway went to johor tdy;D
did sum shopping and sum other stuff.
hehe, miss him rite now !
and have loads more hwk to be done !
haii !
so so gtg, i'll update mre wen im free aite !
tc.

2008-07-30T05:08:00.000-07:00

hehe, random pic !
before the bulan bahasa quiz starts !
hanafi ! making a speech;D
hehe, spot me !

GPA;D

helloh !

tdy woke up just on time;D

but dear woke up late !

naughty ! hehe(:

but nvm, as long as i can meet him im fine with it.

had a little fight in the morn.

hai, cos of jealousy again.

i have to start doing smtg bout it.

but i dno how ;( hai.

but nvm, he wasnt angry;D

den after recess had bad GASTRIC PAIN !

godd, worse than ever.

i cant seat straight.

omg, at first i dno why.

but after dat, i rmbred i didnt eat last nite

& the last time i ate was yesterday after sch(:

hehe(:

serves me right lor..

haiyo!

so went to sick bay and bla bla bla..

hehe(:den after sch , cant go for netball.

cos i wanna rest, sides its was still pain.

so yeahh.

im not in a mood to post actually.

cos i have hwk to be dne.

hai. and i have nt eaten!

dnt wanna repeat wtv happened tdy !

hehe, so yeahh.

byeee!

2008-07-29T04:37:00.000-07:00

heyhey !
tdy's a fabulous day !(:
expect for sch, cos its damn slack and i was very stress up just nw, dono why!
hehe, anyways, mr ng didnt come agains(:
so yea, got 2 free periods, spend it doing hwk;D
see, i gd girl!
hehes, managed to complete my reliability skill and let ms tay check(:
its alright nw, can understand;D
heeeeeees(:
so after sch had that appreciation thingy;D
hehe, nicenice. its been so long since the b`div met so yea.
after dat went off to watch movie ;D
BATMAN ! weeeeee~
hehe, quite nice tho(:
but i hate LOUD sound effects.
it sumtimes scared the freak out of me !
and i'm very easily frightened.
hehe, shhhhhhhs dnt spread aite ! ;P
anyways, got to spend time with HIM is wonderful alrd(:
cos im going to be really busy with common test soon.
i really wanna study hard dis time round.
i dont wanna compete, i dont wanna compare.
i just wanna give all best to wadever i do for the exams.
den i shall see where i stand.
i'm tired of comparing and competing with pple.
it just brings my confidence down,
so low dat its hard to bring it up again.
so yeahh, i do my job and u pple do urs.
and at the end of the day, we will knw where we stand.
its just the matter of working harder or not.
everyone is clever, if ur more hardworking, u can achieve more.
dats one thing i learnt after all this yrs.
and yea, i will TRY to do and give my best in everything i do.
for you pple, and for myself.
sumtimes i may try too hard, but no one knws.
i dont care if others trouble me.
i dont care if pple hurt me.
i care if i trouble pple.
& i care if i hurt pple.
im suffering silently.
cos i knw, in dis world
at the end of the day,
no one wins.
no one conquers.
no one will survive.
only one will stay&dat is god.
& in my life, im lucky to have pple who care about me(:
dats why i dont want to let them down.

i love you.

2008-07-28T05:15:00.000-07:00

heyy!
tdy, woke up late ! hehe(: den saw boffie's msg, tot i was late alrd.
so ran to bus stop like a crazy fellow, den when reached interchange, boffie nt dere;(
haiz, life's nt great wen u've got no phone!
so cant msg him in the morning till at 7;(
nw got arld! thx to HIM !
hehe, topped up for me(: weeee!~
oh well, so, went all the way to cck, take train.
and meet him((:
so happy to see his face !
hehe, his sick, & so am i(:
hehe! so anyways, in the middle of the day, he msged me saying his having a bad day !
and i dno why cos i cant freaking REPLY !
dots...
later i ask him aite(: nw he studying (:
hehe, very hardworking boy ! ((:
hmm, my day was fine, except for the fact that it was sooo HOT and i get irritated in class very easily tdy);
maybe cos of the heat or my SEATING POSITION !
damn, i wanna change place !
anywhere but the sides.
its so irritating cos firstly, i cant see the board or the screen properly& i have to everytime adjust myself and its soooo leceh and uncomfortable.
secondly, its always filled up with nonsense stuf, eg, boxes,files and clothes !
and lastly, i cant concentrate cos of the heat frm outside, no fan& the noise outside at times !!
yeah, and god. help me !
so yeah, at the end of the day.
NO PHYSICS REMEDIAL !, NO MATHS TEST ! so off to training(:
training as alright.
being tired is usual alrd, im just afraid i cant do my hwk at night cos im too tired.
anyways, gtg ! wanna start my reliability skill !
bye!!
&i love him;D

2008-07-27T04:12:00.000-07:00

heyheys!
sunday;D
yeahh!
woke up arnd 8.30a.m cos the next block was damn noisey.
dere were girls shouting after a dog repeatedly barking.
damn, caused me 2hrs of sleep, if nt i would have woken up arnd 10 plus(:
hehes, hai, maklumlah..anak dara(:
lols ! anyway, woke up straight watched tv, wanted to msg my dear, but pp8 left 58cents *sobs*
currently only have $21, which means still $6.50 short to getting my pp8 topped up;(
hais, sry dear!
so yeah, watched rocketman which was damn funny! hahahahahha!!
and den continued watching home alone 2(:
mummy bought me roti prata&den off to sch!
sch was fine, everything;s the same.
including the fact that pple always ditch sch at recess and just cabot to anywhere.
hahah ! from the 20 pple at the beginning left 8 ppl(:
heeeees(:
after sch, went to library to study with frends.
as usual, ended up talking(:
but we did study oks ! hehe(:
tml, i've got emaths test after sch, plysics remedial after sch, netball after sch.
haiz, very busy sey.
nvm den.
i'll leave u guys with sum pictures!
hehe.gtg! byebye(: I MISS HIM;D

hehe, out of boredom(:
at mediacorp;D

sports carnival(:!

2008-07-26T01:21:00.000-07:00

us during racial harmony at bukit batok sec;D

umairah in action;D ahhaha !
spot me;D
the gamelan pple !

sabrina&shirah:D

2008-07-26T01:06:00.000-07:00

hey pple !
hehes, its been so long rite.
hahahha! well, im back:D
updated it, changed its skin and all brand new !
so so, hmms, wads up ehyys.
ohhs, yeah. i went for the BULAN BAHASA THNGY!
haha, unexpectedly, i had to perform cos fazleen terseliuh. *oops*
hope she's all rite nw:D
fazleen tersampuk fana! hehes.
anyways, evrything turned out well, and the juruquiz thingy!
hehes, it was fine!
and and anna, u were funny !
haha;D

after dat, went for pesta sukan*cheers!*
hmm, we were suppose to play 5 games.
but it rained so 2 games postpones to 2 aug *sob2*
but its alrite, gives us more time to practice.
and and, i met sunitha !
hehe, my ex-pri sch team mate !
she's tall !
hehes;D

the week, hmm, was alrite.
just dat sum things happened in sch.
and its really horrible and scary to describe.
cos i can bear it.
really, wtv it is, i hpe for the best for u guys;D
and exams nearing , oh god !
and my SBQ skills are equal to zero.
god, save me.
gotta keep practising, but i haev no help.
so yeahh, hpe to get help frm aihua.
the rest of the subs is alrite.
jus nid sum revision here and dere.
yesterday went for the A2 prog!
its quite useful, cos i managed to clear sum thing up with the tutors!
;D at least my fri nites are filled up doind hwks !
hahaha !

alrite, gtg.
byeeeeeeeeee;D

2008-07-10T06:05:00.000-07:00

heyyy, its benn super duper longgg since i've posted yeah?
hehes, so so sry k.
cos i've been really busy catching up with schwork and projects, plus all the crazieness happening lately.
woahh ! i'm going crazy! but im fine now !
cos everything's going great !
even tho lately, i've seen: relationships gone bad, and friendships got tensed.
so yeahh, everything's settled now !
and im finee !
and and schwork is managable nw, and with bffie ! hehes, all the better ! its wonderful !
anyways, im really really happy everthing turned out well.
even tho it didnt start off very well, i am so glad everthing's fine nw.
well, on the 19th july kan..
i really really WANT TO GO FOR BULAN BAHASA !
gosh ! whyy must everything be on ONE PATHETIC DAY !
haizz..
kk. gtg.
wanna complete my hwk.
byeeeeeee !

2008-06-14T23:36:00.000-07:00

first of all,

OBS IS DAMN FUN AND UNFORGETTABLE !
seriously, whoever misses it, ought to regret ;D
cos rite, the things you do dere can never be done in s'pore and the encironment is super different.
ders, land and sea expedition and sum high elements for us to try.
its really everything about outdoors !
no one had expected it to be tiring yet super fun.
everything was just so great !
even tho it wasn't perfect, we could overcome those difficulties tgt as a watch.
and finally, we reached our goal !
wow, it was really an experience !;D
oh yah, all thx to JONATHAN :DDDD

next !
PERKAMPUNGAN BAHASA WAS GEREK !
hahahha, wad a week.
everything great lined up for us ;D
bes giyler babs !
hahah learnt dat dere;D
hehe abg khalid and kak yus bes ! ;]]]]]
rase2 mcm nak gi balik seyy.
besbesbes !
hahahha !
anyway, no pictures seyy..
dats the sad thing !
bacen !
hahah ! but but nvm, the experience will always be close to me, in my heart ;D
hehes !

well, hwks not started, projects not done.
i think now its time,
to get back to my real life,
and focus on studies,
lke wad was done ,
1 month ago ;DDD
tc .

2008-05-26T06:10:00.000-07:00

heyheyhey !
hehe 26 May 2006.
the most busiest, most tiring day ever, at least for now.
hahaha !
firstly, went to sch in the morning at 9, ate mac((:
den den practiced GPA and den den eat !
haha!
den den off to innova !
set up the table for tml event !
den den off to eat again!
hahahha !
now now at home trying to start with hwk !
hehehehhe.
amirul tdy off to austria !
sry i cant send you !
heheh!
tc ok there.
jatuh bgn sendiri.
hehe !
byebyes((:

2008-05-20T04:24:00.000-07:00

heyys !

2 weeks till OBS(:

can't wait sey.

neways right, i'm really hoping i'm chosen for the New Dehli thingy.

cos i heard its super fun !

yepp, just hope its not expensive.

after OBS gort the NUS camp(:

weee~ sec 3 life is so exciting.

get to go alot of places and attend alot of camps(:

firstly,

went for chalet at Changi with my dearest teachers and friends !

then, off to ULU TIRAM with my dear frends(:

sooon ! off to Pulau Ubin with my dearest schmates !

after that, off to NUS with my dearest FRENDS!

then hopefully, at the end of the yr ,

oofff to India or INDONESIA !

hahahahhahaha !

just cant wait, its going to be such an expensive yr for me,

go here go there pay here pay there !
but the experience i gain is really meaningful(:

NExt yr,

my bro is starting JC

my sis is starting SEC

my sis is starting PRI

and im stuck at SEC4

sitting for my o lvls(:

hahahhahah !

nice rite?

at least i wont get stressed up with alot dis yr(:

hehs(((:

well well.

sec 4 arhs?

hmms, how will i be in sec 4 uhs?

hehe sec 3 oni im struggling in my studies.

esp physics(:

hahah !

nid a tutor ! ASAP(((:

2008-05-18T04:11:00.000-07:00

each and everyday i wonder, if all the things i had done had really mean alot to you.
&your attitude changes according to ur mood.
its really heartbreaking to see dat you know, all i want to see whenever i see you is a smile on your face which shows ur happy to meet me. dats all, i nvr asked for anything else.
i care alot about you, pls, appreciate it.
all this while when im pastering you to do things is because i love you& i care alot about you.
sumtimes, i just end up getting scolded.
and im regarded irritating, but its ok. ive nvr held a grudge towards you cos i know, one day you will change.
if you dont wish to change because of me cos its not worth it, at least do it for yourself.
im not even asking you to do it for your family jus think about urself, are you going to cont toturing urself like dis everytime ur moody.
if you dont like it wad makes u think others will?

why do pple these days cant bear to see other's happy?
why must stories rise and hatred form?
in this very short life, why spend it on things we dont have to do.
pple like to look and say but not look, think and say.
by just doing that very one important step, it makes a super big difference in the life of others.
cant u just leave pple to their own things and FYI; PPLE CAN CHANGE.
it does not mean if she was once a bitch, she will always be one.
think before you speak aite cos sumtimes words hurt more than actions.
you can cure the pain you done to a person wen u physically hurt them, but ntg can cure the pain you've cause by the things you say , EXCEPT an APOLOGY.
and i can assure you, its easy to forgive, but not easy to FORGET.

2008-05-06T04:36:00.001-07:00

weeeeeeeeeeee~
exams finally over ! slacking days are about to come(:

hehe today's my physics&biology paper and i tell you my physics paper is SCREWED(:
i've lost 20marks in the section C which i didn't attempt at all and the other sections...hehe dont bother to talk about it.its just hopeless alrd.im hopeless.or rather, my physics is hopeless(:
biology was alright but the MCQ kills.i have no idea what they want at all for some questions.
ohh and my history paper is history. seriously, i didnt do the essay which guaranteed me a fail. so thats it, the end of biology paper was the mark of a happy, stress-free non book related week(: everyone left the hall shouting likes theres no tml and like theres no more paper until the rest of the year. well, its only the mid year pple(: hehe.

well, nevertheless, tml there's going to be interclass games(: hehe that is sure to relieve off all my stress and stop me from thinking about the very unmemorable examination week which i really wish i will forget cos its just too horrible and disgusting.hehe (:

oook till then(:
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees(:

2008-04-28T06:11:00.000-07:00

hello pple!

pheww. ss exam finally over ! but rite, i really hope i could get at least a B for my overall ss . lets all pray for me aite(: so yea, my hand blister alrd(: cos tdy's paper all needed us to write long2 essays and my finger keep on dragging onto the paper whic resulted in blisters. haha ! anyways, tml chemistry and mly literature ! wohoo ! its so exciting! esp chemistry, i really wan2 pass lahh! a failed all the tests on mole ok! pls, give me hope(: but acct rite, i think i can do the papers just that my class, there are a lot of DISTRACTIONS esp the 'morning pickles'. OMG ! its really affecting my studies lahh ! it like have sum special powers ! wuuuuuuuuu! haha ! so anyway, skipped PE and no A maths tdy! haha!
hmm wad else erh? hmm oh yah, my hand pain arld uh! so till next time!
byeeeeeeeeeeee(:

2008-04-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

HELLO(:
i changed my blog skin(: hehe cos i had ntg better to do tonight!
well exams has started, tdy first paper.
and unfortunately, i think i didnt do well just now.
haha heres a funny story,
i was give 1hr 45mins to complete 2 tasks, one a compo and another a letter.
guess wad i do? wait i shall laugh first, hahahahahhahaha!
i wrote a half page compo den i stopped to do letter and then i cont doing a new compo and another new compo which is equivalent to 3 stories den i laid down all the stories and i picked one to cont(:
haha! that was the stupidest thing i have ever done in my life!
well, its over, theres ntg else i could do then to pray hard! (:
well then next week followed by 2 days after dat, my exams will cont and right after my last paper, im gonna celebrate! haha go out with my frends and just do ntg but talk2...haha!
now i have to keep on mugging in my revision cos rite, im one of the slackers in class! lol!
ok lets see, whats coming up this few months;
1)end of exams!
2)interclass games
3)OBS
4)anniversary!
5)SCH holiday!
6)more hwk!
7)GO OUT WITH FRENDS!

hehe cant wait for all those except maybe no 6 hahah!
take care everyone! byeeeeeeeeeee(:

2008-04-16T05:20:00.000-07:00

ULU TIRAM!

bes giyler...ive been closer to frends frm my madrasah which i have long been with but have never got to know about.hahah.its really awkward tho.tapi GEREK! its really an experience u wouldn't wan2 miss.seriously, altho i got only like 3hrs of sleep for that 3 days, it was worth it. the fun u went thru really teaches u smtg and the workshops will really have an impact on ur life.the wrkshps were really meaningful and it can make the worst of humans even change into the best of humans, i really nvr regretted attending dat camp.altho it was kinda tiring the enjoyment of the camp is unforgettable.

well, haha holding a chicken alive isnt really very exciting but its the experience that counts.altho it really hurts to kill the poor chicken, i am glad now i learnt how to kill one.haha.especially to eat it(; lol wad am i talking about now.

well anyway, i will really advise u all to attend the camp!
gerek tau! leh uat kwn semua(:
hehe

ooook byeeeeeeeeeeee(:

2008-03-29T03:37:00.000-07:00

HEY!
hehe.life is really hard to cope with. with dis and that. ive been busy with alot of things nowadays.im struggling with my sch work now,i have been failing the subjects i was good in.i guess in life, things dont always turn out the way u want it to be, u have to chase for it, and chase it hard to achieve what u desire.esp if its smtg impt for u.dont take advantage of it even tho u know it will stay as it is forever, but somtimes, pple change, things change, and thats when, ur life change.

i guess i can say i have a very complicated but at the same time interesting life.i dont have a same routine everyday, or every week, or month.its always changes everyday.its really unexpecting. but we have to stay strong with the pple we care about, give them all ur trust and the will sure to stay with u even tho its hard for them to take. its a burden everyone has to carry.its not smtg unusual but its smtg everyone who is anyone have gone thru at least once in their lifetime.ive heard this line before sumwhere sumhow," Pple who do not succeed are those who refuse to accept changes to their life cos changes is ur life." and i really find it meaningful(: i hope it is so to u too(:

byeeeee! take care(:

2008-03-20T06:17:00.000-07:00

HEY DERE!
hahahahahahha
super duper long time never blog alrd!
well, firstly my team got into national rounds!
then, i jus got back my results and OMG !
and lastly, i love HIM!
im really sry if i cant spend as much time with you rite now.
i am really busy withschwork and stuff, im not purposely doing it, really.
hai, if only anyone would try to understand me.
i really cant live like this.its really hard.i know i have not been a good gf to u cos i have been spending too much time with my cca but uts not my choice! i cant make this decision! i have to be fair to everyone around me.i tried, ok, i tried to make everyone around me happy being mith me but i think im trying too much that pple are over expecting me to do stuff which i cant manage and if i cant do it, they woulg think bad of me.seriously, i would really appreciate it isomeone were to come up to me and sayy, i know what you are goign thru rite now. juggling between 3 important things in my life.i think im cariong more about the pple around me until i dont care about my own self.how i feel, how i look, how i do in sch OR in LIFE.

i really feel like going to sumwhere with the pple i care and just let everything go.just let it all out.even my family dont understand me.hai...why is life so unfair to me.everyday, i go to sch with a smile hoping to hear good news everytime but everytime its smtg hurtful but i still keep my smile cos i know this smile will make some pple around me feel good.altho deep2 inside, i dont feel good.

2008-02-08T02:57:00.000-08:00

firstly,
we got into second round!

secondly,
i miss him!

and lastly,
i'm stressed out !

bye(:

2008-01-18T03:06:00.000-08:00

yo pple !

haha ! long time no post already..
anyways, zonals has started and heres the result

1st game: 32-13
2nd game: 39-2

weeeeeee~ jia yo pple !
work hard !

farhanah(:

2008-01-10T01:21:00.000-08:00

helllllo PEOPLE!

finally i get to sit and post again after so longgggggggggggg.
alot of things had happened.
too much till i cant rmbr..
hehe(:
one thing for sure is that school is definitely tougher this year.
so much tougher.
god, give me strength to cope with my schoolwork.

zonals cuming and sure wish we could get into second round(:

well, i have no idea what to write now.
gotta start with my hwk now !
byeeeeeeeeeeeeee(:

2007-12-23T05:49:00.000-08:00

halo!

long time no post alrd.
hehe

wee~
cant wait for sch to reopen!
cant wait to see all my frends !
hehe.
kinda miss 203 rite now.

ntg much dis days.

just dat,
i love him more each and every day(:

byeeeeeee(:

2007-12-16T01:29:00.000-08:00

weeee~
got myself a NEW PHONE((:
bought it last nite.
at westmall.hehe
well, his gonna be home TODAY !
cant wait(;

byeeeeeeeeeeeeees(:

2007-12-14T23:19:00.000-08:00

hello(:

15 dec,saturday
stayed at home make kuih raye :\
haha.hai.didnt get to follow them to east coast.
but its raining now.
so hope they are doing fine there.
looks like not alot of pple went.

and and and;

HE CALLED ME LAST NITE! weee~
waited for that fon call man.
but too bad we cant chat long.
cos its kinda expensive.
watched football the whole nite.
thai vs myanmar
i think thai won.didnt get to watch the whole game.
well by the looks of the first half, i can say that thailand will surely win
hahas. they're good.

i still cant forget this swimmer from philipines.
he swims very the fast !
and his kinda ***. hehe
i think his name was miguel monila or smtg.
forgot alrd uh.hehe(:

well, ntg mush today.
i hope he calls me again today.
cant wait!

wee~

nitam tazzi evol i
nitam tazzi ssim i

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeees(:

2007-12-14T22:28:00.000-08:00

YOU'LL BE BACK TML NITE
weee~

cant wait(;

2007-12-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

I MISS IZZAT );

COME BACK QUICK, pls...

wee~ had physio today.
and went to river valley with family to buy stuff.
got myself a new mp4 cos mine is spoilt and out of shape ;X
hehe.well, dats for today.

and,
i cant go tml );

nitam tazzi evol i
nitam tazzi ssim i
(:

2007-12-13T04:59:00.000-08:00

olah pple(:

its been a while since ive posted.hehes(: sry i'm very busy dis holiday.
with netball trainings and all.
but it is goin to pay off really soon cos our zonals is on 14 january !
wooh dats fast, really fast.
i havent even started on my hwk yet, well, did do sum math but still, eng has not been touched.
ive gotta learn to love eng, sumone whu is anyone pls help me love eng(;
well, started on my physio alrd, looks like my ankle is getting better by day(:
weee~ hope i can recover before the zonals , i really really wan to play for my sch(:

sch holidays almost over.
2 weeks left(: hehe
gotta buck up and start studying for next year, gonna be a tough year
although very busy dis holiday, i always have time for my frends and of course my DEAR!
hehes.he is now at thailand, and i really miss him soo much.
he is already gone for 3 days and will be back for another 3 more days.
hai.im counting the hours to seeing him again(:
well, im going for a picnic with my frends at east coast dis sat(:
i hope i can go, i have not asked my parents yet thO(:
hehe;X

but wtv its is, its gonna be a very memorable holiday indeed(:

nitam tazzi evol i <3

2007-12-01T06:57:00.000-08:00

YO PPLE!

weee~its beeen a month since i've posted& i have loads to tell u pple!
hehe

first up, i got into triple sci(:
& got into netball sch team((:
and the trip to kpg PELEGONG was GEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK(((:

hahas.

so yea, went to kpg PELEGONG on 26-28nov.which is at negeri sembilan, Malaysia.
gerek maut...
hahas
first day, everyone met at sch at 6.30am.
took a taxi to sch(:
and den boarded the bus at about 7am
wee~ off we go to second link to malaysia(((:
entered malaysia arnd 8plus.
and had breakfast dere,
lunch was at melaka.
den off we go to negeri sembilan!!!
stopped at the museum first.was nice!
den set off to kpg PELEGONG!

wen we reached dere all our keluarga angkat were dere to fetch us.
the kampong was big..........
all assembled at balai raya.
and we were den assigned to a family.
i was with sab and nisa((:
we stayed in wan timah&tok abu's hse.
their hse were big, even bigger den mine...
hahas,

everyone shared a room and we got to noe more about the family.
which was kinda interesting(:
the first nite, we learned dance and learned to play sum of their traditional instruments(:

the second day was the BEST OF ALL!!!!
we were suppose to assemble at tok imam's hse at 8 and those whu were late were punished.
hehe,was raining dat morn dats y alot were late.
hahas.
we went into the forest.
along the way, since it was slippery and all, i accidentally kicked umairah...
hahas,she fell down 2 times trying to get up.
haha.SO SRY !
she was like totally covered in mud!
and alot of the others got bitten by the liches.
i didnt! phew(:
its was great!we get to play with the mud wen we reached the river.
cover other pple faces with mud and all...
den next was the jeram!!!!
dats the best part.its was like a swimming ppol, only its more fun..
nyahahahahha!
we were all pushing each other into the water.and all.
12.30, everyone left the jeram and back home.
hahs, alot of us took the lorry!
damn fuN!
hahahas.very bumpy and FUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hahahaha.
got cleaned up and den gathered at balai raya for sum craft work and play sum games.
dat, nite, was our cultural nite!
its was very memorable.
we got to present our performance and all.

hahas.

once in a lifetime experience(:

the next day, in the morn, was the kampong tour.
got bitten my mosquitoes, alot of mosquitoes):
hahas.den it was farewell.
haiz, miss dem alot !
i almost cried wen it was time to say gdbye.
it was really memorable.
seriously, i would give up anything jus to go for this trip again.hai.
before we went back, we stopped at a shopping mall to shop for stuff.
den home sweet home.

2007-11-10T22:38:00.000-08:00

YO DUDES!

hehs.sry for not posting.simply lazy or no time.

well, heres wads up with my life dis few weeks.

1> got into Physical science with geog.
2>sprained my ankle again.
3>trainings made me more tanned.
4>school team gonna be told on thurs at 5pm.
5>hari raya OVER.
6>bored, ntg to do dis holidays, except go out with frends.
7>chalet cuming up!
8>NEGERI SEMBILAN ! here i cum!

yea so dats it.

anything more, i'll update.byeeee u'all!

nitam tazzi evol i <3

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

2007-10-14T21:41:00.000-07:00

Selamat Hari Raye ! :DDDDD

hehes.
hari raye gerek dgn saudare mare ngan gelagat pakcik & makcik saye :)))))
hai, rindu saye dgn dorang.dah lame tak jumpe dan bersama seperti itu.
biler agaknye lagi nak kluar same2?
bes lah beraye mcm tuh.

hahaha.
anyways, it was fun !
miss my cousins and aunties and uncles. dey are full of nonsense.hahahhaha.
it has been a while since we were tgt like dat agains...

ok.so as usual, we gather tgt at grandma's hse at yew tee.
den give duit raye and oll*laughs* and den start our jln raye.
first stop was at bukit panjang.
and den so on...

at 7pm, haha.we all went to IMM.
hahah.cos my uncle had to work from 7-8.
so yea, we waited at IMM.
walk2 arnd IMM and pple were like staring at us.
very funny :DDD

after dat off to our hse.
the ala carte was mee soto(:
nice2...heheh.

we finished arnd 11 plus.
reached hme alrd, wahhh, so tired sey.
cant even open my eyes.
dono how cum so tired.
well, it was worth it lahh...
hehe

to all malay frends
SELAMAT HARI RAYE
MINAL AIDIL WAL FAIZIN
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN:DDDD

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

2007-10-11T22:39:00.000-07:00

hello pple !

im back!...hahahhahahahhs.

anyways, TMR IS HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !
weeee~ cant wait for it.

this whole week has been a very super duper busy week.
i have been cleaning the whole hse and feeling very tired rite now.
hai.but its ok.its all gona pay off reali soon.
tonite gonna buka at my grandma's hse
weee~ haiz.
thinking bout my not-yet-cleaned-room makes my head spins.
wen am i gona finish cleaning dat room sey.
hai..

anyways, monday's HOLIDAY !
u hear me? its a HOLIDAY.hahahahhahhas.
anyways its boring in sch.
jus now, we had sum leadership thingy which i think we went thru alot alot of times alrd.
butbut yesterday !
we had BOWLING !
super duper FUN !!!
hehehehehhehehes.

i scored 66 onli ):
i dnt like shirah, she's gd in bowling.nyahhahahah.
kidding :P
no hard feelings rite shirah?nyahahahhahas

kklah gotta start cleaning my room.
byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee everyone !

and once again...

SELAMAT HARI RAYA ~

2007-10-06T05:35:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 4TH MONTH !

our 4th month since o6o6o7.
so happy but too bad i cant spend the day with him ):
well, his in m'sia and i cant go out today.
so yea, too bad for us.

did kuih the whole day.
chocolate conflakes.
wee~ it's NICE
but sum were burnt cos i put it in the oven for too long.
well, dats wad u get when u leave ur daughters in the kitchen alone.
hahs !

tml madrasah oral and i have not memorized the surah & doas.
maybe tonite i'll do dat.
hahahahs.

kla gtg byeee !

2007-10-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

i wish to declare smtg,

EXAMS ARE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! wee~

its party time . hehes .

well, basically, i'm not touching any books anymore for the rest of the year.

hehs.

so it ended at 10.02am on 5 October 2007. yea, it did. pple were smilng away, all the stressed up faces gone and everyone was enjoying the first few minutes of freedom from examinations !

hahs, now we can concentrate on hari raya which is just a week away ! wee~
so yea, pple, get ur kuihs done, house cleaned and clothes ready cos here come....
HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI !
hehhehehe

byes !

2007-09-30T01:32:00.000-07:00

hheeeellllooooos(:

less than a month to hari raya ! weeee~ cant wait.
and im celebrating childrens' day tmrw! yay !
but b4 hari raya, theres exammmm):
hai, i have not really start on my revision.jus read thru sum books and notes but i dont understand a thing so yea, does dat count?hehehes.

anyways, today, i had madrasah.and, my uztaz say theres a personin india whu is born with ONE EYE !and most probably dats the d_______. which is a big sign of the end of the world.they have not comfirmed yet until the boy is above 15, pass puberty and old enuf to think on his own, den we'll see if his character matches the d_______. oh god, im so terrified wen i got to noe dis. we may nvr noe wen the world will end.which part of the day, which part of the week, which part of the month or which part of the year.all we noe is that its nearing.hai.

soooo, exam next weeek.
hahahhahah.wad should i start studying on hmm?
maybe literature den home ec.ks.
going to start my proper revision((:
byeeees(;

have fun mugging pple !

2007-09-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

heyyy pple !! im BACK !
wahahahhahas.
its been a longggggggggggg time since i posted.
well, i've been mugging for my EOY english and malay uhs.
so yea, didnt have time to post plus, my com was down and super lagging
so lazy to com online.and now its the fasting month.so to all muslims, altho its a little late, HAPPY FASTING !
we need alot of patience, determination, strength and always rmbr GOD.
he's always dere for us and he wont give us tasks which he noes we cant cope.
so wtv u have to do, do the best u can and he will decide if u can do it or not.
well, enuf bout dat. back to schwork.
haiz, my language papers are DONE !
but sad to say, i didnt do very well.
esp my english.god pls help me.i gave my best and yet i cant do well, pls show me wad i can do to improve my english . amin.

well, the rest of the papers are next week and mon no sch for me ! wahahahhas.
stay at home and mug for the exams.i tell u i wont on my com or watch tv , i will jus study like crazy until break fast. hope i can tahan.hahahahahhas.

fasting still have PE .and after PE always like half dead. well, fortunately, god gve me strength to cont my day even tho i'm like dying. thank GOD !

hmms, wellm ntg much to say except,
i fell like changing my blogskin and URl and putting password for my blog.
cos i have spammers who despise me and yet dey still wanna visit my blog.
u can leave if u dont like ks...i dont mind.i wont lose anything.
so yea.thank you for all ur comments i appreciate it.
and feel free to leave as soon as possible.and NEVER EVER come back again !

thank you.

wahahhahahas,
buh-bye !

2007-09-09T00:47:00.000-07:00

heyys(:

thursday was our 3rd month(:

had training as usual and had migrane headache and fever.

so had to go hm early.the juniors had friendly with RV. i dono if dey won or lost but i think dey played well.while dey had their game, we b'div were struggling with PT. ran the long run den did sum ball drills followed by rope skipping and sum medicine ball.my hands were aching dat day.but its for our own gd(: heees~

friday went to sch early in the morn to complete IT.

wahh, we were almost done wen dono wad happened our project window was closed and we were like WAD THE.... haaaaaaaaaa! we were almost done ! we jus have to put our name ! haiya, i dont care bout dat alrd after dat den straight home. so tired.

saturday didnt go out in the morn.at nite went to granma's hse for kenduri(:

sunday rushed to finish all my hwk (; had madrasah as usual.and dere was a new teacher.funny sey the teacher.hhaas,

kklah bye !

2007-09-04T20:12:00.000-07:00

helllo !

soso sry for not posting for a long2 time.lazy uh.hehehehe.kks.wen was the last time i posted uh?sunday rites? hmms lemme tell u guys how's my week ks.

theres one day of the week which was raining the whole day ! wen i came to sch alrd, it was raining so heavily and i didnt bring umbrella. so yea, shared with sumone but its useless.i still got wet.hmms, so reach class shoes and uniform wet.i ask if can change not they say the uniform not enuf alrd only for the sec4s taking exam.haiz, so yea.took off my shoes for the whole day.haiz, so wet and disgusting sey.hahahhas.
den hmm, wat else uh? i forgot lahh...oh and on friday, was teacher's day celeb in sch.oklah.no concert this time cos no space for concert.i mean the hall is super duper small for the sec 1-4 to squeeze in.so yea, had teachers-students games, food delight and many more.during assem in the morn had sum prize giving for the teachers.hahahha.super funny.anyways, dats bout that week.the rest of the days are alright.oh yah, there wad oral on thus.and i can truly say i did badly for it.haiz, how to get A for eng?! farhanah, farhanah.

saturday i had ntg on so stayed at home.den sunday went to kubor with madrasah.so sad, didnt get to see a real mayat.): but nvm.like wad my uztaz say, kematian tidak boleh di mintak kerana ia akan dtg kepada kita suatu hari nanti.still rmbr those words.den in the evening went out to eat sumwhere.and my dad met his old pal.my dad discovered dat his old pal whu used to work next to him had a daughter whu is at university at india alrd.and all the dad does for a living is sell drinks at a food court.so my dad was like, u see even a drink stall owner can afford to send s daughter to india to study.if u want u have to work hard.i will too work hard to try to send u and ur siblings to study overseas.

dis week, yesterday had netball training.had friendly with seniors.we lost like about 21-13.haiz, work hard b div' ! (:

kklah.gtg now,till next time bye !

2007-08-26T08:55:00.000-07:00

heyya(:

its a SUNDAY !

went out for the whole day.didnt touch hwk until at 10pm.hahs.

i decided to leave oll the other hwk and jus do mly hwk.hahs.
so the story is morning, went to madrasah as per normal.after mad, went to geylang with family to buy hari raya clothes.semangat rites?hahs. yea, my mom say buy now easier. so at 2 plus reached tanjong katong complex.so hungryyy.we went to first lady and bought 8 sets or baju kurong.hahas.total bout $200.oklahs. 2 for me, 2 for my mom, 2 for my sis and 2 for my sis. hmms, worth it.the clothes are nice.den off to arab st to eat since everyone is hungry alrd.ate murtabak, yumyum ! after dat walked arnd arab st to find my dad's and bro's clothes.hmm, finish at about 5plus. went to tekka mall to buy sum groceries.
den off to home.
reached home about 7 plus and dad was like asking me to try my clothes.haiz, so had to try.
after dat, my room was in a mess.full of clothes and other unwanted stuff. so decided to clean the whole entired room.cool rites.hahahs.finished at 9.45.hahs. tiring. den went online to start hwk.hahas.
kklah, im superduper tired now.and i'm suppose to slp at 12.gtg byes !

2007-08-25T04:05:00.000-07:00

heyys.

sososo sry for not posting(:

hmms, this week is a veryvery interesting week.

MON
ntg much happened except hwks all not done ! nyahahahahs.either its done halfway or not touched at all.no assembly today, so was released at 2.10.and went out with izzat after dat.hmms, i dono y today i'm so hardworking i go borrow broom from next door den sweep the whole class.hahahha.den after sweeping go back to my sit and slp for the whole of next lesson.haha.still rmbred it was eng lesson.hahaha.cos i was fasting and superduper tired after sweeping.haiz.

TUES
hmms, ntg much happened today.except i went to the lib to borrow sum books for eng class.yea, we are suppose to borrow at least 2 books from the long lists of books he gave us and read them by the end of the holiday(:its gonna be so fun ! weee~

WED
during sch hrs ntg much happened.had netball today.he had ncc.so didnt go home with him ): training was ok.not so bad except my leg was so cramp cos its been a while since i ran.so yea.oh yah.during hwk period, half the class went for the home ec make up lesson.so yea, only half the class left.and my two frends had their very own wresting in class.and sumone recorded it.hahahha.funny sey.

THU
hmms, had PE and played netball for the whole 1 hr.hahha.den cooked curry for home ec.and my container cracked ! so the curry spilled oll over the floor.thank god she didnt see.i asked help frm my frend to wipe the floor.hahha.and asked her for another container.and the currt taste like ****. hahaha.really no kidding.and after sch went to cck met didi, sylvia & nic with sab while waiting for izzat to finish ncc(:

FRI
hah !! a very superduper interesting day.i totally embarassed myself to the next century ! firstly during IT, first period of the day.we had to complete our video taping for the advertisement.so yea.umai and hanafi didnt cum so donno wad to do or set up the cam.hahah.asked raafiq for help.den sumthing happened.i was putting the plug of the bulb into the socket and den, it exploded.hahah.there was sparks and all the coms were automatically switched off.hahah.den wen i saw a spark i was like o oh...and didnt dare to go up.i was under the table where the socket is.and heard a shout from sumone.hahahah.oks..my bulb exploded and destroyed the sockets in the room.den went i went up everyone was like looking at me and my frend said, fana, ape ko buat.haaaah ! so paisey.wad happened? i didnt do anything.i just plugged the plug.even 292 looked at me...haiyoyo..i was like, i didnt do anything ! u noe showing dat face.hahaha.wahh everything i touch explode sey.even the acid i was heating.it exploded and scalded the teacher and my frend's hand.hahahha.so pro rites.haiz, wen i thought that things couldnt have gotten any worse, sumthing else happened during recess.
got attacked by my dearest frends in the hockey pitched in front of everyone ! haiz..haha.nvm lah.
had netball but more of theory work today.went back with izzat(:

SAT
went to izyan's hse to watch hsm2. syoik ! den did a lil of hwk den played wrestling.hahhaha.damn funny.nyahahhahahahahha.took videos.and i think my frend gonna upload it in youtube.hahahha.reached home at 6 plus and den used com.haiz, i miss him ):
klahs gtg bye !

2007-08-19T01:45:00.000-07:00

hellos(:

wow ! 1 week.thats how long i have not been posting.hahahhahaha.sry i lazy uh, or no time, or ntg to write. hmms lemme see wad i did for this week XD

ntg much happened dis week.monday i was fasting so did ntg much.hmms, den tues hmm, had tesselation but didnt go.we went to taman warisan for a poem reciting thingy.hahahhaha.i fell down agains and hurt my ankle.den wen i shouted, tourist all turned .hahahah.my frend was like saying, she's ok she's ok.hahhaha.funny lah.anyways, reached home at about 8.30.eat den did slp.didnt bother to touch any hwk at all.hahahhaha.

the next day suppose to have training but i had to go for tesselation.den didnt go training cos my dad ask me to go home he wants to urut my leg or smtg.hahahah.
thus again have tesselation.dis time get to use the com and we were all like playing other games instead of listening to the teacher.hahahha.but still manage to do the work given uh.we're gd students.hahahahha.fri no sch.we had the e-learn thingy.learn at home.so at 7.55 had to cum online alrd do stuff online.haiz.not fun cos we must do more stuff.haiz.and sumore cannot see frends.notfunnotfun.hahahha.sat went to lib do project den met him.and today, after sch go lib den go home watch tv and planning to complete the rest of my hwk later.hahahahha.kklah.i dono wad else to write.no mood to post actually.hmms, till next time ! bye !

2007-08-11T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hellos((:

ooks.its been a while since i've blogged once again.hehes. hmms, lemme see;

THU(:

didnt go out at oll.didnt even step out of my hse.hmms, national day whole day watch movies, shows and such.oklah boring also boring but the shows were interesting.lemme list em ks,
1. skyhigh
2. lagi-lagi scenario
3. APM2007
4. drama(forgot the name of the show)
5. NDP(:
6. anakku bukan anakku
7. 100% horror
and i slept at 4.30 am dat day.
hehes.
cant sleep ;)

FRI(:

i went out today, to buy food.hmms, den sit at home do ntg.i did sum hwk and watched tv.need to take care of my sis so cnt go out): but nvm.hmms, did ntg much today.slept at 12 am.hehe

SAT((((:
wohoo finally went out for smtg today.went out with izzat.so bored at home for 2 straight days sey. watched rush hour 3.funny sey.hmms.reached home at 5.did my vocab and malay hwks.hahahha.ok left a few more hwks.hmms, gona do it tonite.oh yah, tonite deres a THE RING ! long time nvr watch alrd.must watch ks?maybe its the eng version.hmms oklah.i like to watch movies esp dis few days wen im super duper extreamly bored.hahahah.klah byes !

2007-08-08T05:02:00.000-07:00

MON(:

hello !

monday was ok.got back my history paper.and did rather ok.was satisfied with my history result.ohyah, i slept during history ! and dere was assembly dat day.i slept for the whole 20mins or so.so pro rites.i donno wad they were talking about at oll ! and i really seriously truly dont wanna noe wad dey were talking bout cos i noe its boringg and i dont wanna get involved.hehs.and dat day, was the juniors match with crescent and we lost ): but nvm.dey have alot to learn.went home at bout 7 plus with him(:

TUES((:

had lessons per normal.got back my math and physics papers.for math, im truly dissapointed with my results.i dropped alot ! and for physics, im jus glad i passed((: hmms, had training but had to leave halfway cos need to decorate the stall.and to izzat, thx for the lovely gift ! its soo cute((:

WEDS(((:

had national day celebration.reached sch at bout 7.den set up the stall and oll.waited for the parade and i can say dat i ENJOYED IT ! i love looking at pple march ! so cool ! it feels like i wanna join dem u noe.the GOH marching was nice ! and the rest was not bad. how cool is it to be in a GOH contigent ! hmms, super cool !hahahhaha.kks.den had bazaar.my stall was selling halal food.hmms oklah.alot of pple bought it.den it was bpian idol !wohoo ! every contestant was great. very close fight.in the end, brendon from 201 got champ.izza got 2nd and IZYAN got 3rd.hahahhaha.i enjoyed myself today.((: hmms, after dat went to nad's hse watch hairspray and den used the com for a while.went home at 4 and i slept on the bus.the aunties were like, 'penat lah tuu' lol !hahah.reached home at 5 and rest until now.so tired and hungry wen i reached home((: hahah ! klah bye !

2007-08-05T00:27:00.000-07:00

HELLOS (:

hmms.its been a few days since i blogged.so i'll tell u guys bout my week ks.

firstly was friday.friday had HMT exam, and i dono how to do the imbuhan part.comfirm alot of mistakes.den after dat was mly and eng.i was so tired and sleepy.den during eng i kept putting my head on my table.den mr tan called me 2 times; FARHANAH, PAY ATTENTION.hhahaha.was going to doze off.so towards the end, we were asked to stand on the chairs and recite a poem.i was so excited to do dat.hahahahs.cos i was so sleepy and i nid sumthing dat involves moving arnd.if not ill be dozing off.hahahha.den after sch had netball.its started at 2.30pm.so had time to watch bpian idol for a while((: weeee ! my class 6 pple entered and out of the 6, 3 got to the finals.so happy.so pround of my class.imagine out of 38 contestants, only 8 will move on and 3 of dem are from 203 ! weee ! cant wait for weds.hehe.and deres a bazaar on weds too((:

during netball, we had sum grp ball drills and after dat played with juniors.hahahha.i sprained my ankle agains ! wohoo ! ahahs.i almost cried.was so painful.den i got muscle cramp wen i sat down.was shouting away.wakakakaka.so fun ! limped all the way home and i tripped wen i got down the bus((:

kks.dats bout friday.sat, i woke up about 10 plus.hahahahs ! so syoik ! can wake up late2..muahhahahas. den planned to go watch ndp with izyan and syahirah.budden izyan suddenly cnt so i asked arnd den finally fazleen followed. hmms, we met at jrg interchange at 2.30pm.we are suppose to be seated at 5 pm.so wen we reached city hall bout 3, we decided to go eat first.wahh, wanna find a place to eat takes 30mins sey. hahahs.sumore my leg still pain den syahirah say i walk like unta.wahh.i cnt help it wad.if i walk like a normal person, it will be painful. hhms, den after eating we were like, OK, NOW HOW TO GO THE NDP PLACE?? hahaha.so clever lah we all.so we called izzat and oh my we got even lost.hahas.we went oll the way behind the millenia walk.hahhaha.wad directions.hahah.so after dat we decided to follow the army pple.den we end up at the at a place where pple are not suppose to enter except for certain pple.hahahhaha.i really exercised my twisted leg.finally wen we got to the place, sat down and waited for the show to start.and it was super long.but worth it cos the parade was SUPER ! omg dat parade was the best.budden after the parade wasnt nice cos no FIRE WORKS !!! but the effects was nice((: hahahah.went back with dem.met izzat, nizar and hafiz behind the esplanade and went home tgt.

hmms today's sunday.went to sch as per normal.den i changed my blogskin cos ntg better to do.hahahs.hope u guys like it.hmms, i have chem and mly hwk.my chem hwk is done and left my mly hwk which im gonna do in a while ks..bye !

2007-08-02T06:37:00.000-07:00

HELLOS((:

today hmm, had science test.i can say dat i did my best so wtv is the result, im ok with it(: had debate and the proposing team won.congrats.and the guy from 207 won the best speaker. congrats(: haha. anyways, after sch went out with sab, jeremiah& izzat.den met nic and germaine at lot 1. firstl went to library but got chased out.or smtg like dat den we went to nic's hse. arnd 5 plus went home and reached home at 6 plus((: hehe.was super relax today after sch.normally i would be staudying so hardly for the test the next day but today i didnt sey.cos tmrw is mly and i dono wad to study and i really lazy to study.hehe.hmms, tmrw have netball and yea, mly test.so gtg bye !

2007-08-01T06:09:00.000-07:00

ks pple , i have ntg to post bout my exams.im too stress up to write anything ks.so i jus upload sum carnival photos. =D

2007-07-30T07:08:00.000-07:00

hellos((:

dis week, common test week.i dont feel like its one tho.i slack alot, study last minute and sum of the tests, i dont even plan to study.theres no pressure.i want dat pressure.cos if deres the pressure, it gives me determination to do better and better. today was eng and math.eng was ok.ntg to study.but math, i remembered all the equations but sumhow, durin the tests, i dono how to do the ques.my mind was jammed and cant think of anything.i didnt manage to complete the paper.very sickening le. math was one of my strongest subjects and now, haiz.wad will happen to me sey if i cont to be like dis.slack all the way. end up in NA? or better still, get retained. i need an inspiration.smtg dat can push me a little and den i'll wake up and cont the journey towards the end.jus that little push, will make a big diff.i need scoldings by teachers.i need slaps.tmrw is literature and i can truely say to everyone dat i have no idea wad will cum out for the test.wad's the format and such.ol i noe is dat we need to study on poems and i'm trying my very best to understand each type of poem and even if i still dont understand it, i'll jus memorize each and every word and hopefully dat can help me.haiz, i hate lit so much.its jus so boring.

oh yah.bout the sunday's carnival.

we reached dere bout 7.20 den waited for the rest. sum were late.and we were rushing to register ourselves.the first game was for the bp soleniods.hmms, dey were great thru out the whole carnival.den it was bp dynamite den bp velocity.we had 5 games each and i think for the first round, bp soleniods won all the games.bp dynamite lost all the games and us, bp velocity won 2 games, lost 3 games.bp velocity nearly got into second round.but we lost the final game with mgs den we lost dat one and only chance.but nvm bp netballers !
we will try harder next time and hopefully win.and yea, bp soleniods won 2nd in the carnival ! congrats to them. dey deserved it.

klah.gtg study lit((:
buh-bye !

2007-07-27T23:29:00.000-07:00

phew, it has been a superduper tiring week ! but the weekend is here so have fun pple !

haaaaaaaaaaaah.everyone can enjoy themsleves in the weekends and slowly study for their exams.but me, im struggling studying for my eng and math in one day cos tmrw i have carnival.see how busy i am.even business pple have no work on sunday but me, have to go carnival.hmms, but i'm kinda looking forward for it.it is gona be so fun ! today my plan is to stay at home and not go out AT ALL and jus realx slowly studying for my exams next week. and im down with a flu. so yea, cant go out even if i want to.

friday was alright.ntg much.had normal lessons and an english essay test.after sch was netball.had friendly with seniors.hmms, wad else uh?ntg much actually.

so yea, ill update again wen im free ks? buh byeeeeeeeeeeee !

2007-07-26T08:33:00.000-07:00

wohoo !
4 days i didnt post alrd.so long sey.i'm lazy, tired, or have ntg to post dis few days.lets see, monday i have ntg so went out with him, jeremiah den saw sab and tiara.tues, have ntg so went home.hehe.weds have training and it ended superduper late sey.haiyos...den today went out with him.den met jeremiah, sab, tiara, and their frend, slyvia dere.hmms.oh yah ! PE we palyd badminton.its been quite sum time since i played it.so it was super fun ! cos we like always palyed the same games over and over again.haiz, borin alrd.carnival cuming dis sun and common test next mon.haiyo.stressed up alrd !aiya, late alrd.anyways i lazy to write anymore.k pple ! sry for not posting alot dis few days((:
buh-bye !

2007-07-21T23:49:00.000-07:00

im so lazy and tired to post dis few days.
this whole week ever single day i wake up early and return home very late.not enuf sleep, hwk not completed, didnt study for the tests but its oll over.weekends are here.but too bad today i cant relax cos i have a list of hwk to complete.and i just realised my room was in a complete mess cos i didnt even clean up for the whole week.papers and books everywhere.so decided to vacuum and clean the room just now,now it looks better.hmms yesterday went out with my netball family.to celebrate ms lin's burfday.hmms wad else.i totally forgot wad happened last few days alrd.aiya, i lazy to post alrd uh.kklah.if got the netball pics i upload ks.so u all can see.buh-bye !

2007-07-19T05:53:00.000-07:00

yesterday

had debate in class.got the best 2 speakers in our class but we only need to one so they have to do smtg tmrw to convince the class that they are the best((: gd luck to dem.had training after sch.it rained yesterday so the court was wet.had to dry the court with newspapers.hmms, had friendly with seniors and oh yea, miss yu came yesterday((: long time nvr see her alrd.she looks diff.anyways i wanna say smtg.I PLAYED LIKE CRAP IN THE COURT GAME.dono if was me or if the seniors were so gd.but i shud play better.and i noe i can play better.haiz.didnt catch rebonds and such.and i have very slow recovery.well, dats wad i think i'm weak in.gotta improve.ms lin gonna choose the team very soon and i really want to be part of the team.someone, slap me and wake me up from my dreamland.

today

early in the morning rain alrd.dono whu go sing.hehe.first period was chem and we learnt sum new stuff.den after dat was math test which i totally screwed up.and den rushed to complete mly hwk.den rushed to do the ethinc costume and script.den rushed to home ec got scolded cos didnt go as a class den chased the bus cos was late for the science thingy.haiyo.today i ran arnd alot.and alot of last min work.cos last nite i didnt do anything ! haiyo.so tired cnt do anything.and oh yea, our sch won merit for the wonders of science thingy.congrats to them((:hmms.klah gtg.
wnna do mly hwk.hehes.bye !

2007-07-17T06:41:00.000-07:00

HELLO((:
today hmms, like any other normal ordinary day.in sch first period was IT. damn boring.we went to the art room dono suppose to do wad.so we played with the photobooth and garage band and gawd it was FUNNY.at least dat was entertaining.we didnt even bothered wad the teacher asked us to do cos i have no idea wad she wants us to do.after dat was eng.did sum readin and since most of us didnt bring our vocab book, my teacher left us to do our own work.so wad else?i jus put my head on the table and rest.hehes.after recess both period we didnt do anything at oll.reading period jus talk2 den history period the teacher was not in sch so we were doing our own stuff.listening to music, playing games and jus talking was wad we did for the whole 1 hr.
after sch straight to lot 1.went to library with him and sum of my frends.den halfway jj cum.went to eat at mc.so hungry sey.the nite b4 i didnt eat much.hehes, tot i didnt have money.so BORROWED from dem budden checked den jus rmbr i brought extra money tday.hehes.se lahh how forgetful i can be at times.walked arnd lot 1 and i jus dicovered deres a 4th storey.hehes.aiya, im so tored now cant type properly.my mom said i'm always tired cos i like to slp late.hhas.today i slp early lah.anyway, my sch is having its speech day today.tmrw comfirm alot of pple wont cum sch.hmms, gtg alrd.bye !

2007-07-16T04:21:00.000-07:00

HELLOS !
today finally can see him after 2 days.but didnt spend much time tgt today.maybe cos recess time, i have care and share to do and den after sch i WATCHED HARRY POTTER[: the show was ok.hahas.anyone whu sat beside me comfirm get irritated after the show.i alot of comments on the actors one.dis lah dat lah.until dey laugh cant watch the show in peace.lol ! gd wad.at least if its a sad scene or a scary scene, my lame yet seemingly funny jokes can make dem not cry or get scared.hehes.so BEWARE ! kks.dats lame.yea, bout the care and share.we collected about $176.and dats including the cost price .so if we deduct the cost price, hmm, i dono, maybe bout $120?? arnd dere uh.anyways, it feels good doing good things for other pple.try it ! another gd thing is dat u get to skip class.hehs.dats gd wad.1hr 30mins of free period.hehe.hmms, wad else.oh yah, i also brought back very FUN ! stuff to do at home.like...my malay compositon, my eng debate, my eng reflections, my history wkbk hwk, my home ec hwk , my math wksts and the list goes on..how FUN ! issit? very fun.cant wait to start actually !so yea.wanna start NOW ! i'm so unpatient.lols.

sry for being so sarcastic((:

anyways bye !

2007-07-15T02:50:00.000-07:00

YESTERDAY

early in the morning had to wake up to go to sch.i was late.we promised to meet at 7am and i woke up at 6.45am.so late alrd.dey waited until 7.10 den they went off.i reached dere at 7.15.haiz, den went to mc for a while to have breakfast den straight to sch.boarded the bus at 8.10 and waited for the rest.izyan and faz was late.they were the last to cum den wen we saw dem walking to the bus, my teacher said, biler dorang naik semua tepuk tangan.hahas.so wen dey went up the bus, everyone clapped.wahh ! so early uh ! hehes.den straight to tampines JC. went for the talk den to the debate.hope our sch wins.still waiting for the results cos we didnt get to see the debate until the end.after that, back to sch and den went to makcik's umairah hse to make brownies and cream puff.hehes.at 4.45 went home.dono why yesterday so tired.waited for my parents and bro back from my bro's sch, i fell asleep.at 8 plus only leh . haiz, sumore so hungry didnt eat at nite.cos my parents were suppose to bring back food den while waiting for them i slept so didnt eat.haiz.today still nid to wake up early in the morning to go to religious sch.i very pious uh?hehe.of course.wahh, this whole week i woke up before 7 uh.tired sey.cnt wake up late2 like i used to during the jun holidays.

TODAY

didnt do anything much.in the morning went to sch den after that straight home.did hwk and watched tv. wanna relax at home today.tmrw sch end early.and gonna watch movie with frends, i think.hmms, gonna be a tiring week again.wad to do? dats life.

jadilah mutiara yg terletak di dasar lautan.susah dicari, nilainya tinggi.jgn ladi mutiara yg dijual dia kedai, selalu dipegang2 org tetapi tidak pernah dibeli kerana tidak mempunyai nilai yang tinggi.itulah yg aku pelajari hari ini.kata2 ini maseh dalam ingatanku.dan akan tetap berada di situ kerana ia sungguh bermakna.
sesungguhnya, manusia ini lemah.selalulah meminta pertolongan dan jgn sombong.

2007-07-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

hidup ini penuh the cobaan dan rintangan yang perlu kami lalui.namun, di sebalik cobaan dan rintangan itu, terdapat satu pelajaran yang boleh kite pelajari. dgn itu, banyakanlah besabar jika menghadapi masalah.sesungguhnya, orang yang sabar akan diberkati tuhan.
hari ini entahlah.bynk masalah.pegi sekolah je pat class semua dah heboh psl idola skoolz.hehes.part to best uh.bkn masalah.lepas tu biler start bljar je dah start lah ngantuk aku.aku mmg 24 jam ngantuk.biler aku leh tidur.ngan training pon leh ngantuk tau ! hehe.haiz, pelik lah manusia semua ni.mesti korang semua heran knape aku tulis dlm bahase melayu kan?haiz, entahlah.dah slalu gaknyer tulis dlm bahase eng.skali skala ape slhnyer..
esk pagi2 dah kene gi skolah psl ader ceramah pat mane entah.harap2 tak boring lah pengsyarah nyer.klu tidak tertidur lah aku.haiz, masalah pat skolah tu lak.entahlah.mcm dha tak nak heran lagi je.sabar je.masa boleh mengubati segalanya.apa2 skrang yg berlaku, aku nak ckp terime kasih pada kwn2 ku ygh slalu dgn aku walaupun aku susah ke sng.mmg koranglah org yg aku akan sentiase ingat dan hubungi walaupon sudah memasuki alam dewase.harap2 walau apa pertengkahan yg telah berlaku, sedang berlaku atau akan berlaku akan dimaafkan.kalau Nabi Muhammad sendiri boleh memaafkan kaum nyer ape lagi manusia.aku tak brani sakitkan hati sesiape pon.jadi, jika aku ader sakitkan hati sesape dgn kata2 kasar ku harap aku dimaafkan.sekian ~

2007-07-12T05:06:00.000-07:00

Homework oh homework
i hate you you stink
i wish i could wash you away in the sink
if only a bomb could explode you to bits

homework oh homework
you are giving me fits.
i rather take baths with a man eating shark
or wrestle a lion alone in the dark
eat spinich and liver
pet ten porcupines.
than tackle the homework my teacher assigns

homework oh homework
you are last on my list.
i simply cant see why you even exist.
if only you could disappear
it would tickle me pink

HOMEWORK OH HOMEWORK!
HATE YOU YOU STINK !

nice not dis poem?learnt it last year.now i totally agree to dis poem.hehes.everyone agree?lols

today hmms, didnt go for PE cos of the sprained ankle.damn,cnt go practice with medicine ball & my passes still sucks.must practice it oen day.maybe tmrw.heck care my leg.anyways doin passes dont need leg strength rite?issit?except for the landing.but heck care.anyways, try passing with a medicine ball for a few minutes den take a netball & wen u throw the netball, its so damn light and u can pass proper passes ! wohoo ! so must train.carnival next saturday.speaking of saturday, dis saturday my schedule very the tight.in the morning have to go sch cos have the ceramah at ngee ann.den after dat straight away go makcik umairah's hse to make brownies and creampuff for care & share.buy ks pple? hehes.its will be next mon.at upper sec canteen.i'm not sure of the price yet.so if you wanna noe more go to upper sec canteen on 16/7 ks? .haiz.tmrw i'll have tutoring den go home.hmms.saturday gona be a long day.oh yah, for today's eng lesson we all have to stand on the tables and chairs den recite the poem and clap to the rythm at the same time.quite a interesting way to learn poetry.and i have one comprehension to complete.to all mly students of class 2o3 and 2o2, dont forget to bring MLY FILE tmrw.if not u'll get it.dono if we mus bring the contents cos i dono where i put oll the wksts.its everywhere in my room.hmms.oklah.gtg buh-bye!

2007-07-11T05:26:00.000-07:00

WHAT A DAY !

First thing in the morning was assembly and dere was temperature taking.thank god i remembered to bring my ODT down.Den its straight away HMT and i had to sweep the floor.so borrowed broom frm 2B cos de classroom no broom.so budget.my classroom also no broom.clock also dont have.haiyo.after HMT was erm, chemistry.it was oklah. i was a little dizzy dat morning.maybe didnt have enuf slept but gosh, i slept at 10 yesterday nite.hmms, donno wads wrong with me.during chem did sum ionic bonding wksts.It rained so the canteen was packed but id otn care go buy food and pray deres a place to sit if not i'll be starving cos after sch i had netball and we're not suppose to eat heavy food rite b4 netball.after recess was ENG !hehes.watched dangerous minds and we finished watching the whole show today !wohoos.so nice sey.quite sad tho.i cried.shhhhs.dont tell anyone.hehes.k dat was fun but the period after dat, was suppose to be math and instead of MR KUEK cuming in, MR PEACOCK came instead.basically we got lecture for that incident agains.haiz, got that off my chest.den after dat history, MR TAN came in.haiyos, got scolded agains.erm y mr lim and mr ezra dont wanna cum in and scold or lecture us uh?haiyo.after sch had netball.first part was alright but towards the end, in the court game, i sprained my ankle.and so sorry to my team.i noe i shud have been more careful.hmms, now we're short of defenders.and in dis team, i'm the only goal defence.i'm so sry.haiz.i'm so accident prone dis year.is it the sch or me?hmms.oklah.gtg.so tired alrd.bye !

2007-07-10T03:16:00.000-07:00

Woke up late dis morning, rushed to the shower and quickly got ready for sch.chased after the bus until i was breathless alrd.had to do dat cos if not i'll be late again like the other days.but lucky the bus saw me and didnt go.so happy to see him((: anyways, was so tired dis morning.cant even open my eyes.was half asleep in the train.lucky didnt sleep.first thing in the morning alrd i didnt bring ODT down to assembly area.den must take temperature sumore.haiyo, we passed arnd the thermometer.hehes.teacher didnt see.lols((:
first lesson was lit and i managed to sleep for about 30mins before she started talking and woke me up.her voice is jus so unavoidable.so had to listen to her.but ntg wen into my head and if they did it came out xD after dat was music and wen we came in alrd the teacher was like talking bout the previous class.say dey didnt save the tree or wad nonsense.cos dey anyhow put the songsheets. like wad i care? summore i so tired alrd must listen to you while standing up.my leg can break alrd lehs listen to you talk.there were songsheets on the floor.wen we were asked to pick up, the papers like wad alrd.got footprints and such.den wen hanafi was asked to distribute the papers he so bad give us the stepped-on papers.sumore national day songs.and i hate dis yr's song !
after recess was form class.did the physics script during reading period.den wen mr kuek came in, he asked oll of us to stop doing everything and listen to him.surprisingly, our class got lotsa complains from other teachers.and sum was jus too much.rumours goin arnd den end up our class kena.firstly of course cos of the ODT. donno which teacher extra go say our class got 10 pple didnt bring.but there's only like 5 pple.wad the heck.make stories only.den of course complains bout our dirty class.yea, dats quite true.our class was very very dirty.haiz, so we had to go out of class while the others clean the class.and they found sum amino bottles or smtg.eww got fungus growing alrd arnd it and on the table sey.eeee.disgusting.after the class was clean, my teacher said whuever plays that paper bullets again will be sent to teh DM.muahahahahs.k we wont play in class.outside can?lols.anyways i stopped alrd.hehes.i gd girl wad.hehe.like real.
during physics my grp was the first one to present.it was oklah.used to presenting in front of my class alrd.after dat was math.was doin sum sec 3 work.oklah.not so diff to understand.
after sch wen to library with my frends and him.hehes ntg better to do.anyways at home also ntg to do.
tmrw have training and sumone ! REMIND ME TO BRING DOWN MY ODT im so forgetful sey.haiyo.y am i like dis.one day my forgetfulness will get me into trouble one.hmmms, ntg more to write alrd.buh-bye !

2007-07-09T06:56:00.000-07:00

TIRED

Thats what i am rite now. today's lesson were all super boring.first of oll malay alrd.haiyo, i was having stomach ache sey.den it was alright for a while, wen see his face my stomach pain again.another teacher went in to relieve him cos he had to attend smtg.haiya, basically today, my stomach was creating trouble and the lessons were boring except eng of course.we continued watching dangerous minds.so nice show ! den it was assembly.had a talk on bullying and as usual, boringgg. Assembly has never been interesting. Got my netball and bbl throphy today.add to my collection.hehes.had netball after sch.our own self-training. but the self training dragged until 6.30 sey. was my senior's burfday and dey wanted to eat together but it was late alrd.so too bad.anyways, wanna wish her HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! [: haiz, so tired alrd.gtg bye !

2007-07-08T06:48:00.000-07:00

I FELL IN LOVE WITH THIS SONG

Imran Ajmain - Hanya Menari

Jangan salah sangka sememang ku manusia biasa
Ku santai sahaja menerima segala yang ada

Mengapa bila bertentang mata rasanya bersalah
Bagai dah berlaku jenayah yang besar
Dia tak perlu tahu rahsia kau dan aku
Jika ditanya ini jawapanku

Kami hanya menari, goyang kanan dan kiri
Hanya menari, bukan jatuh hati

Jangan kau ubah fikiran sesungguh nya niatku suci
Tuk jadi seorang teman namun rasa diriku diuji

Mengapa bila kita bertiga ku jadi cemburu
Rasa dicuri oh hak milikku
Kau tak perlu tahu isi hatiku
Jika tu penting ini alasanku

Kami hanya menari, goyang kanan dan kiri
Hanya menari, bukan jatuh hati

Alam keliling pun membisu risau tertulis di bibirmu
Rahsia tersimpan hingga akhir hayatku
Tidak seorang pun yang tahu

Mengapa bila tidak bertemu aku jadi rindu
Bagaimana pula dengan dirimu
Satu hari nanti terbongkar cerita
Jangan kau lupa rencana kita

Kami hanya menari, goyang kanan dan kiri
Hanya menari, bukan jatuh hati

Kami hanya menari, goyang badan dan kaki
Hanya menari, belum jatuh hati, bukan jatuh hati

2007-07-08T04:50:00.000-07:00

hellos[:
my frends went to the sleeQ thingy.i heard dat it was super fun.hahas.gd for them.i very lazy to go for this things alrd.hehe.next time ks..hehe.sumore LIVE EARTH so might as well stay at home.but from wad i heard, it was gerek and as usual, both aliff and syarif damn cute.hehes.today morning went to madrasah.got back my exam results and got 2nd in class. ntg better to do at home so i changed my blog skin.nice not? hehes.
well, tmrw another week is gonna start.and deres training tmrw.i think its PT.well, must train my stamina. its getting worst.and to my schmates, BRING ODT TMRW ! ks? dont forget esp the malay students cos tmrw first period is mly and if u dont bring i dono wad will happen to you.hehes.be afraid, be very afraid LOL [:
hmms, ntg more to post.cya you pple tmrw aite? another week, another 7 days of misery and schwork.hehe.buh-bye !

2007-07-07T00:02:00.000-07:00

hellos [:
two weeks of term 2 past by so fast. yesterday at sch so fun. mr kuek didnt cum so had war in class.but i very gd.i didnt join i only help make the bullets.dey all play until make sumone cry sia. hahs ! but it was gerek.the whole class joined sia. aiyo, if teacher came in that time rites, the whole class comfirm kena detention.lols.but lucky 202 also no teacher so if we made noise no teacher will cum in.after recess was hmt which was boringggg den eng was nice. watched dangerous minds during eng period.de show nice.didnt get to watch the full show but nvm, maybe next time gonna cont.

after sch had the tutoring agains.as usual, its boring and the teacher kept interupting us sia.wasted alot of time.after dat was netball.had alot of court games.and we missed the run cos we came late.

today whole day gonna slack at home. ntg much to do not much hwk were given dis weekend.hmms, ntg much to write now.gtg byes !

2007-07-05T05:11:00.000-07:00

hellos((:
i rarely update my blog nowadays cos one, i'm so tired or two, my brother's using the com until so late that i dont bother to wait for him anymore and just go to sleep or watch tv.so sry if i dont update.

well, trainings are super tiring nowadays and the carnival is like 2 weeks from now.gotta train hard for it.oh and last training, i think my skin at my feet tore cos my sports shoe got hole.hehes.so went to queensway to buy a new one today.hmms, since no one wanted to go with me, i asked him.hehes. jgn marah yer.abeh aku ajak semua tak nak. bought one adidas running shoe.quite nice cos its GREEN ! hehe. today learnt quite a few new stuff and mr kuek, pls lah..i dont wanna sit at the back.firstly cos i cant see properly from the back secondly, i cant concentrate at the back, thirdly, i wanna sit with my frends and lastly, i hate it at the back.i noe i have been fooling arnd alot lately, but i'll change.hehe.i'll concentrate during ur lessons k? hehes.like real.

tmrw training agains.gonna go late cos have the tutoring.wish me gd luck k pple.
klah gtg bye !

2007-07-03T06:37:00.000-07:00

sch starts and surprisingly, i didnt crag myself to sch like i always do.i sumhow felt excited to go to sch for no reason.suddenly have the mood to hit the books in sch.but the weird thing was , i was very sleepy. k i admit IT was boring but after dat the lessons were quite interesting or if not, not boring. IT lesson the teacher very the LAME lahhs. wanna make jokes pple didnt laugh. sedar lah ko tak klakar.hehes.and yea, umairah was like so enthu reading a book i brought to sch.hehe.
hmms hwk period we had to do a survey.it was like so the very stupid.the questions were repeated and the most irritating ques which they repeat was ' Do you like the sch?' and guess wad i answered.lols.
after sch i decided to go library to boorow sum books.its been a whole since i've borrowed books from the library.i mean actual fiction books.not non-fiction books meant for projects.i realised my eng was super taik. so had to do smtg bout it before it gets worst.
wohoo tmrw PE ! hehes. its been a while since i had PE besides netball trainings.den after dat CME.gd, so can rest during CME while the teacher talk and talk non-stop.well, gtg must finish the mly hwk
buh-bye !

2007-07-02T02:43:00.000-07:00

OMG i have alot to say.
first of course bout concert WAU !
3 words; CONCERT WAU ROCKS !
There was silat, pantun reciting, dance, DIKIR BARAT , angklung, acts & many more.my fav was DIKIR BARAT so nice lah.den izyan spotted her cousin.she was like trying to get his attention and oll.the tukang karut very the mengarut. verall, before the break, the performances were SUPER ! after the break there were performances by sleeQ and imran ajmain. sleeq even sold their cds there but i didnt bring money so we shared. in oll, i can say that the $12 we paid was worth it. i enjoyed myself. after dat went home straight and the bus was packed so we reached home late.i reached home bout 11.45.it was a very tiring day.

den yesterday, early in the morning my dad was like shouting away waking up everyone cos he wants oll of us to send my bro to sch den go eat breakfast or smtg.i cant get out of bed so they left without me.i was too tired alrd.i slept until 10.30 like dat wen my cousins came den rang the bell, call my hse trying to wake me up.i woke up opened the door and dey asked me if i wanna go town go watch movie or smtg den walk2 go shopping.so since no one at home, i just go.watched surf's up.it was super FUNNY ! hehe.walked arnd orchard and ate at pizza hut.my cousin paid for the $93 meal.hehes.i was so hungry.last nite after the concert didnt eat anything.den in the morning also no food at home.hehes.so wen at pizza hut, ate oll i could eat. bought water bottle and some t-shirts.den went hm reached bout 10pm.it was a long day and so i slept straight away.

today, decided not to go anywhere cos wanna complete my hwk.hmms, until now i still havent start on it.hehes.nvm ltr at mid-night i do.lol !tmrw sch, and again, hwk will pile up.well, wish me luck ! buh-bye !

AND TO OLL YOUTH

HAPPY YOUTH DAY !

2007-06-29T23:59:00.000-07:00

3 days of intense training.was very tiring but its oll gona pay off really soon.carnival in 3 weeks and the teams are finalised.so pple, lets work hard for the carnival even if it means 3 straight days of intense training.in total i think i ran bout 9km dis week.whoa, i hope i improve my stamina alrd cos thats my aim for this yr, to improve my stamina.yesterday ran bout 5km arnd cck and thx to the ball drills i got a swollen finger.it got bigger cos i didnt put ice.but in a few days time its gonna be back to normal alrd.hheehs
yesterday had meet the parents at night so was at sch the whole day so me and my frends decided to bath in sch.hahahs ! no one saw us so it was alright. cos imagine going to a 1 hr talk with a sweaty, smelly body.haiyo..gona pollute the hall.hmms, den after the talk got refreshments.was so hungry so we were like standing arnd the refreshment table and waiting for parents to cum down and give us food.omg, we were starving lahh.hehe.after dat went home with my frends and him.it turned out to be a fun night after all.haiz, but den went home straight away got to bed.so tired.haiz..then today morning have to go collect ticket.ahh !cant wait for tonight ! WAU concert.hehe.den monday gonna go vivo i think.dono if dey still wanna go.ooklah gtg bye !

2007-06-27T06:13:00.000-07:00

hello pple((:
today my day very the sway.i'm actually very tired now to post or do practically anything.i feel like jus lying down and sleep.but cnt ! today quite interesting things happened. so must write down sumwhere so i can laugh to myself wen i grow up and read back oll my post i posted during sec sch.
well, today early in the morning alrd i fell at the stairs and it was very embarrassing.but dats not so bad, i've gone thru dat lotsa times before. hmms, den it was mly and as usual its boring.after dat was chem and it was quite interesting.learned bout atoms.rather interesting.hehe.wen recess time came, umthing happened.sumthing dat had to do with gorga.hahaha.very funny.after recess was eng.hahahah.better.altho the teacher teaching is jack tan, it was quite funny today. had silent reading for a while den did argumentative essay.den dere was one time wen mr tan called xiao hui but den instead, raafiq stood up.hehe.damn funny.we had paper fight during math.hehes.america vs singapore and sad to say, singapore is winning.lols !after sch was netball.did sum grp ball drills den court work.coach changed the team so dat its equal i think.tk, i got hit by a ball in the face today and it was very hard.haiyo, got hit on the nose 2 times today.lucky it didnt bleed.hehe.klah.i very tired alrd.
i'll update again soon.buh-bye !

2007-06-26T06:36:00.000-07:00

hellos[:
school has started.everything has changed in sch.hmms, almost everything.my classroom has changed.which i dont like.i luv the old classroom and its arrangement where my table is at the corner of the class.now my table is at the middle of the class and i'll keep on talking and talking and if i cont, i'll end up sitting with the boys.haiya.i've done dat once and nvr wanna do it again.sum of my teachers also changed.my eng teacher changed to jack tan and i think soon, the physics teacher will change.yea, i think that is basically it.changes.theres alot of changes which i cant get along well with.i need time to adapt to this changes but theres no time for oll this.streaming is just in a few months time.oll i need to do now is concentrate.but with ccas, relationships and of course life, can i cope? i hope so.
hmms, tranings are getting tougher dis few weeks.sum even suggested 4 times a week.but its just too much.so changed to 3 times a week.so dis week training dayas are, weds, thus, fri.yea.next week is, mon, weds,fri.hmms.its ok compared to last yr dec holidays.dats more tiring.and yea, thus morning gonna have a run/walk marathon.wohoo gona be so fun.imagine the whole sch running together beside a canal.for about 1 hr.dats gonna be fun ! hahas.
den on sat i'm going for the WAU ! concert.booked tickets alrd.imran ajmain and SLEEQ is gonna be dere.haha.cant wait for it.hmms, tmrw have st john day.gonna be a long morning.well gtg .i have to complete the mly and history hwk which i still dono how to do.buh-bye!

2007-06-24T07:09:00.000-07:00

hellos((:
last day of holiday today so mustmust post.its gonna be a very memorable day.or rather, nite.lol ! i have 3 essays to be completed in one nite.or to be exact, 3 and a half essay.hehe.the mly ringkasan not yet completed.alittle more.and just for pple whu cannot see

I have 3 & a half essays to be done in ONE nite !

well, i think dats big enuf.sry was jus venting my anger.woots ! hmms, tmrw sch.cant wait for it altho not seriously prepared for it.oll the essays i pushed to the last minute.learnt a very valuable lesson, dont push essays to the last minute.any other hwk can.lol ! but seriously, wen ur asked to do essays in a rush, u tend to not get ideas and jus write wateva is in ur mind.so yea, basically dats wad ur gonna see on my papers, my teachers.lol! ooklah gtg alrd.
wanna get started on my essays.buh-bye !

2007-06-22T07:29:00.000-07:00

hellos(:
its late and i cant sleep.so switched on com and post.hehes.wanted to finish reading the malay novel which i hadnt finish reading.hehex.see, how long i take to finish one miserable book.and its not even half completed.haiya, if i wanna finish the book by today, wont sleep for tonight uh.hmm, maybe i shall do dat.but i tell u reading the book can make me sleep.hehe.haiz, 2 more days to sch reopen.i'm totally not prepared.with my uncompleted hwk and more projects and test cuming up, dono if i can survive the next half of the yr or not.streaming jus months away and i'm totally not ready.
well, today went to the library in the morning and guess wad.i was late !hahs.sry uh, woke up late today.cos maybe i stayed up too late doing dat stopid essay and i still have to redo it.hmm lemme see wad hwk i have left.
1] essay on the theme of the book
2] essay on one topic in the SA1 paper.
3] argumentative essay
4] malay ringkasan
5] vocabulary book
6] the river wild summary
7] physics project

i guess dats it.7 more things to do in 2 days.wohoo.its gonna be so fun.hahas.well, even tho i'm not prepared for sch yet, i'm still looking forward to it.i really miss my frends.everyone in class.and my table which is at the end of the class near the windows where no one frm outside can see me do anything cos i'm blocked by the wall.and dats a gd thing cos wen i'm bored, i can just take out my mp4 and listen to music, sleep in class wen the teacher is damn boring, no nid to pretend doing hwk during hwk period unless teacher cums into class and the best part is, wont get picked by teachers to do stuff in class.hahas.last time wen i sat rite in front, cnt do anything.haiya, hwk period had to pretend doin hwk and all.and sumtimes, i dont succeed in it.den have to face the music.hahas.haiz, miss the class so much.i just wish the class arrangement wont change and i get to sit dere agains.and another thing, I DONT WAN THE HOME-ROOM SYSTEM ! it totally ****. haiz, fana fana.but its kinda true.hahas.i cant believe i'm saying dis but i kinda miss the weird teachers you noe.hehe.dats the time wen our class will unite as one and do stuff u can nvr imagine.hehe.dats wad our class is gd in.hahahaha.hope everything is still the same in sch.no probs no ntg.altho alot of teachers will change, i still hope its gonna be a fun semester.theres still gonna have loads more sch functions which i cant wait for !hehe.hmms, watever it is, i still have to concentrate on my studies.STREAMING YR and triple is my aim.hmms, do dey count ur language in the streaming overall marks?hehs.wad a stupid ques.
oh yah, carnivals cuming up !wohoo.gonna work hard for it.hope i can balance btwn sch work, ccas and relationships((:hope so.
well, gtg bye !

2007-06-20T03:11:00.000-07:00

hellos(:
jus realised dat its been a while since i've posted.hehes.rather lazy and ntg much to post these few days cos i spent all the days at home either doin hwk or chatting with my beloved frends.((: today, went out with frends to do hwk.i can say dat doin hwk with frends is better den doin alone.except for eng.hehe.yea, its better cos i can ask dem ques if i dono, or better still jus copy their ans, oops.no no not copy.hehe.look at their ans.hehe.correct not umairah?lol.doin vocab with ans key by the side mmg gerek.hahahahha.anyways let u guys see wad hwk i've done and wad i plan to do

ENGLISH
1. The River Wild
-Compre+summary

2.Composition
-MYE question

3.~~MYE paper 1 corrections~~

4. Grammer book
- Units 9&10 (ltr copy frm frend)

5.Vocab Workbook
-Ex 65-80(simply crazy)

6.read books
-write story on the theme of the book read.

7. Argumentative essay(boleh taruk tepi)

PHYSICS
1. Project ! (nanti2 leh.hehes)
- on sound

2. ~~Read txbk~~
- ~~Pg 166-180~~

3.~~Theory workbook~~
- ~~Ex 10.2 & 10.3~~

MATH
1. ~~Txbk exercises.(dont bother to list)~~

2. ~~Wksts~~
- ~~3 revision papers.~~

MALAY
1. Book review

2. Workbook (dont need to do.sch re-open jus bring 2B book can alrd.lols !)

CHEMISTRY
1. ~~Sec 2 theory wbk~~
- ~~pg 12-16~~
~~pg 17-22 Q8~~

2. ~~Holiday revision paper~~

LITERATURE
1. Project !
- Haiku

as u can see, i've done oll my math and sci .hehe.the subjects dat i lyke.eng and mly both languages i havent touch much.haiz, 4 more days left to sch.gotta buck up. ook chao !
buh-bye !

2007-06-16T07:12:00.000-07:00

hellos((:

went out with frends today.went to sembawang park.alot pple say wanna come.but last minute cancel.not fun de.but anyways, still went to sembawang park.only bout 7 pple.but still can have fun ! hahhahahas. i woke up in the morning my mom ask me to go my dad's shop send smtg.she said it was important.so had to send it and i left home at 8.haiz, promised to meet syafiq and nadiah at admiralty at 9.30. so had to go out earlier. anyways, met dem at 9.30 den went to buy stuff for the so called picnic. oh yah, my grandaunt packed for me a packet of nasi lemak ! wohoo ! was so hungry dis morning.didnt eat yesterday nite.cudnt eat, throat sore. and at admiralty, i met my uncle.long time nvr see him alrd.heees(: hmms, and yea, for this picnic, no one brought fon.or rather, only one had fon but she hasnt top-up.so yea, we were fon-less.and it was toturing.wanted to contact diyanah cos she wasnt dere at the time she said she was goin to be.we were also late.hees(: so kept using the public fon, adn wen we called diyanah hse, gosh, engage oll the way.so tot the fon spoil liao.lol.haiyo, waited for dem and their 10.15 turned to 10.50 hahahah. but nvm, we're always late.den bought ice and oll den took bus to sembawang park.reached dere den like wanna rain like dat,but thats gd, cos it means dat its not gonna be blazing HOT ! set up everything den played v.bll.hehe.the guys wont dis round rite?i forgot alrd.lol.den it rained so stopped.but the rain like not gonna stop like dat.so we just went to change clothes. den played the swing.hehe.since its raining, there wasnt anyone at the playground and the slides we damn slippery and wet lah.hehe.so we played a damn childish game.haha.we tried to go up by the slippery slide.lol.and i can say that its damn slippery and steep ! proof,i fell 5 times alrd.lols.dat was before i knew that i could hold a handle at the side of the slide.lols.hahahas.anyways, there was one time wen syafiq went up then nad cont den i cont.hehe.syafiq hasnt reach the top yet until he slipped at fell and rolled on nad and nad fell on me.gosh ! domino sey !haha.damn funny.hahas.being childish for once isnt a crime and i can say dat its quite fun.lol.oh yah, dere was one time wen i fell and sum bangladesh saw it.dey were laughing away sey.so paisey.hahahas ! den after that we wanted to swin in the sea.haha.since our clothes are oll dirty and covered with sand .haha.cos we practically rolled on the slides.haha.played in the water and i just cant believe the fact dat SUMONE donno how to swin and was scared of the water.hehe.we planned to pull DAT PERSON into the water but didnt.hehe.he did go into the water but not deep.hehes.played lotsa games.very2 fun.hahas and yah ! i almost drowned 3 times ! cos was fighting in the water for the ball.but nvm, still survived.wah, SUMONE kicked my stomach and punched my teeth in the water sey.very pain u noe. hahahaha.cos i think there was a wave den i was fighting for the ball.so the moral of the story is.....dont fight in water wen have wave.dont have wave can.lols !haha.hmm, at 5 plus packed up den went home.haiz, unforgettable day.really.erms, i forgot wad i did after dat alrd.so yea, i'll update in the next post.lols !
ook buh-bye !

2007-06-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

hellos((:

yesterday was a friday rite? oh yah, i went out in the morning. met the rest at wlds MRT den go buy cake for umairah. we planned to go her hse to surprise her since tmrw is her burfday ! so bought a $19.50 cake den went to her hse.hehe.when outside her hse, we sneaked thru the corridor like wanna steal smtg like dat sey.hehe.and den wen we wanna go out of the lift uh SOMEONE got hit by the lift door.damn funny.hahas.just cudnt stop laughing wen fazleen made that fake call asking her wad she was doing and oll.gawd, it was funny. after ate the cake and drank TEAS hehe, we went to the library to do hwk.at first dere wasnt any empty tables but den we found one after a while so did math hwk.den wen diyanah came, haiyo, everyone cnt do hwk alrd.we kept on talking until she went off.oh yah, not everyone was dere, diyanah and shirah cundt come.hmms.after dat ate at mc den went home.and i was veryvery dizzy alrd.i took temperature it was 38.4. oh gosh, had fever agains.so had to rest.my mom said cos i didnt finish the antibiotics the doc gave me.hey, i hat eating medicine and the pill stinks.and i'm sure u guys don wanna noe how i knew dat.lol.so rested the whole afternoon.den watched APM at night and to SUM PPLE, i spelled it correctly dis time ! lols.its APM.hahahs.omr, i really wanna go the WAU concert.got SLEEQ AND IMRAN AJMAIN. haiz, cnt miss one.hope umairah book the tickets alrd. anyways, APM was GEREK ! oll my fav songs won.hahahahas.